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ravenx

ravenx

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Sep 9, 2024
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I'm stressed and besides that my eyes are red of crying over my ex.

I even told her "you block me and i might end my life" and she blocked me.

please why is everything being so fucking bad? i just want to pass out. i don't be alive anymore.
 
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karakoltriste

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I'm stressed and besides that my eyes are red of crying over my ex.

I even told her "you block me and i might end my life" and she blocked me.

please why is everything being so fucking bad? i just want to pass out. i don't be alive anymore.
im so sorry:( what method you tried?
 
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nyctophilia

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partial hanging. i did use all sort of knots. supposedly you should pass out but no i just feel like my head is going to explode
You probably didn't block the carotid arteries. I have tried this a few times as well (just to pass out, not to ctb), but I also just felt like my head was going to explode. I read you have to find the sweet spot which can be a little different for everyone
 
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You probably didn't block the carotid arteries. I have tried this a few times as well (just to pass out, not to ctb), but I also just felt like my head was going to explode. I read you have to find the sweet spot which can be a little different for everyone
Ill try again tonight. I have a strong belt and I'm skinny so It's no problem It's a belt good for blocking out carotid arteries?
 
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nyctophilia

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Ill try again tonight. I have a strong belt and I'm skinny so It's no problem It's a belt good for blocking out carotid arteries?
I'm sorry I don't really know that much about it, but there are some posts on here with more information. I'm really sorry you are feeling this way, it must be really hard
 
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I'm sorry I don't really know that much about it, but there are some posts on here with more information. I'm really sorry you are feeling this way, it must be really hard
I'm an ugly man so I've been through everything. it's time.
 
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