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Worst creature

Member
Jan 22, 2026
10
Autism... Special interests... Something your neurodivergent mind latches onto for years, maybe decades... Thats quite the extreme example, and a hobby ? an interest ? just one thing that stays with me long term ? that I can develop a skill in ? is art my passion or am I trying to force it to be ? but thats just one example I hyperfocus and get into things so often I look at my own desires and worry about how many days it is until theyre dust collectors, I fly from thing to thing and between all the things I get obsessed with Im a rotting phone adict. Its one of the biggest factors to my lifes emptyness, This emptyness leads me nowhere, makes me feel trapped and like im not living my life.

Its one of the things that lead me onto this site...


and a big factor to why im coping here about it instead of anywhere else

maybe someone on here knows a fix or sollution to apply ? or just relates to my pain... thank you for reading
 
InkMoth

InkMoth

Nature is not our friend
Mar 25, 2026
10
Are you awake?
Well, actually i do not have the strength for a conversation. Night
 

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