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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I've been in a month long depressive episode and she decides to break up with me over lack of communication.

I literally can't help that I have bpd , I can't help that I'm constantly on edge ... my days are numbered now.

I can't keep up with this world anymore . I'm tired and I'm ready to call it quits.
 
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evanescent_eva

evanescent_eva

valkyrie
May 11, 2025
106
I'm so, so sorry to hear that. You've been suffering enough as it is, and you didn't deserve this additional pain, too. Sending you all the care through the ether that I can muster </3
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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I cant keep up. Im tired also. I can relate.
 
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toxicjester

toxicjester

I’m just a baby seal 💜🦭
Dec 11, 2023
221
I fear this might be me soon
I'm so so sorry you're going through this, BPD is a bitch and a half and it makes everything feel so horrible
I hope you find your peace, however that may look 💜🦭
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand feeling so tired of it all, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope that you find the relief you search for.
 
RoseGirl

RoseGirl

痛い痛い痛い
May 8, 2025
233
Wahh bpd really is like that :c
I'd say "you'll find someone oneday" buttt i understand that... Maybe that day just won't come :c
I really did like seeing u around the forum, It'll be sad to see you go. At least till u ctb... Try and stay safe okiiii
 

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