
SomedayorNexttime
I hope death is nice to me
- Jul 13, 2025
- 67
My mother lectured me today. She does this sometimes, and today she said something the solidified my will to die. Hearing her anger and disappointment kills me.
I don't know why, but the things she says affects me the most. I wish she had a better child than me. I'm tired of blaming myself and holing up in my room. I'm tired of blaming, period. She's completely right.
I hope I can find a way to CTB this year.
I don't know why, but the things she says affects me the most. I wish she had a better child than me. I'm tired of blaming myself and holing up in my room. I'm tired of blaming, period. She's completely right.
I hope I can find a way to CTB this year.