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Hope un update on this. Wonder if it went well
 
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Det var som fan.
 
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downndone2

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I don't understand these classifications. You can't commit suicide with psilocybin, yet it's considered a more severe class than barbiturates?
I'm in the US and pretty scared of attempting to order N. It seems pretty easy to get SN in US though, I'm just wondering on the actual quality for cbt. But everything I see shows it can be ordered to 99%. To be honest, im not sure I can stomach the potential nausea.
 
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Jan 6, 2022
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I'm in the US and pretty scared of attempting to order N. It seems pretty easy to get SN in US though, I'm just wondering on the actual quality for cbt. But everything I see shows it can be ordered to 99%. To be honest, im not sure I can stomach the potential nausea.
There have been forum members that ordered N and succesfully committed suicide with it. I'm also assuming that if the quality was sub par it would have been reported to Exit International and D would have been removed from the PPeH as a potential source.

Things can change without prior notice though.

I don't really consider SN as an option I want to contemplate for all the negatives associated with it. It has to be N.
 
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downndone2

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There have been forum members that ordered N and succesfully committed suicide with it. I'm also assuming that if the quality was sub par it would have been reported to Exit International and D would have been removed from the PPeH as a potential source.

Things can change without prior notice though.

I don't really consider SN as an option I want to contemplate for all the negatives associated with it. It has to be N.
It is the SN I was worried about quality. I just am afraid if I order N that it will be intercepted and I'll get into trouble. If I have criminal charges for ordering it then I would face losing my job, as my profession license could be lost. Then I would be completely f#cked. I havent found the balls to cbt and most other options there are, I definitely couldnt do. For instance, I have a firearm in my bedside table and would never cbt that way
 
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Somber

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Jan 6, 2022
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It is the SN I was worried about quality. I just am afraid if I order N that it will be intercepted and I'll get into trouble. If I have criminal charges for ordering it then I would face losing my job, as my profession license could be lost. Then I would be completely f#cked. I havent found the balls to cbt and most other options there are, I definitely couldnt do. For instance, I have a firearm in my bedside table and would never cbt that way

I share your worries and I can't tell you those things won't happen.

As for myself, I realize the risk, but the alternative is worse.

At least you have a backup in your nightstand.
 
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downndone2

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I share your worries and I can't tell you those things won't happen.

As for myself, I realize the risk, but the alternative is worse.

At least you have a backup in your nightstand.
I think N is my only option unless I could find a way to get a boatload of F mixed with H. Of course, a completely natural sudden death or terrible accident would be best for my family's sake, that way they dont have ti live with the thought of me cbt.
 
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I think N is my only option unless I could find a way to get a boatload of F mixed with H. Of course, a completely natural sudden death or terrible accident would be best for my family's sake, that way they dont have ti live with the thought of me cbt.
What about starting some extreme hobby like skydiving?
 
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Mar 2, 2021
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I also hope that he will inform us what happened in the end. I'm from the EU
 
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I think N is my only option unless I could find a way to get a boatload of F mixed with H. Of course, a completely natural sudden death or terrible accident would be best for my family's sake, that way they dont have ti live with the thought of me cbt.
Is it worse to think somebody died by choice than by force?
 
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Memento mori
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Is it worse to think somebody died by choice than by force?
Unfortunately, it is easier for many people to assume that he died inevitably (accidentally) than of his own free will.
 
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Maybe so, probably cheaper to go "slip" from a very tall canyon.
Base jumping is also an option. Though dying on your first lesson might be a little too suspicious if you want it to look like an accident haha.

Is it worse to think somebody died by choice than by force?
I think so.
 
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Only worse if they blame themselves. I hope they'll be happy for me.
 
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downndone2

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Is it worse to think somebody died by choice than

Is it worse to think somebody died by choice than by force?
Death sucks for survivors no matter the cause. But I would much rather die naturally or by accident in the next few months than my grown kids have to deal with their mom cbt.
 
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Trattkantarellen198

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Jan 9, 2022
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Well, due time for an update I guess, especially since people here have been requesting it. I have not answered because, quite frankly, there is nothing to update =( The package is still in customs waiting for customs clearance information. D never seems to give that to them, or what ever is going on? It's been quite a while, and D also stopped responding quite some time ago. (Over two weeks).

I have no idea why. It seems a simple enough thing to give them.

Edit: I'll update again asap when something actually happens, be it good or bad =/
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
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Well, due time for an update I guess, especially since people here have been requesting it. I have not answered because, quite frankly, there is nothing to update =( The package is still in customs waiting for customs clearance information. D never seems to give that to them, or what ever is going on? It's been quite a while, and D also stopped responding quite some time ago. (Over two weeks).

I have no idea why. It seems a simple enough thing to give them.

Edit: I'll update again asap when something actually happens, be it good or bad =/
Sorry for the inconvenience, what do they ask you for at customs clearance? I know it sucks but maybe it's some fee or tax. I do not know. I'm sorry they held you back
 
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Trattkantarellen198

Member
Jan 9, 2022
41
Sorry for the inconvenience, what do they ask you for at customs clearance? I know it sucks but maybe it's some fee or tax. I do not know. I'm sorry they held you back
They are not asking me, it says on the ups tracking thing that they have asked the sender, two times now :(
Boo hoo.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
They are not asking me, it says on the ups tracking thing that they have asked the sender, two times now :(
Boo hoo.
Wow, that's not cool. Ask if there is any way to get it. Make up that you have been in the US years ago and maybe it is a gift from a friend there. I really don't know what I would do in your place. I'm very sorry about that. I am in Spain and I want to ask as soon as I get some money. Good luck, I hope you get it back.
 
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Trattkantarellen198

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Jan 9, 2022
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Wow, that's not cool. Ask if there is any way to get it. Make up that you have been in the US years ago and maybe it is a gift from a friend there. I really don't know what I would do in your place. I'm very sorry about that. I am in Spain and I want to ask as soon as I get some money. Good luck, I hope you get it back.
Well I am too scared at this point to contact UPS and start lying away :) But thanks for your support.
 
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Memento mori
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Well I am too scared at this point to contact UPS and start lying away :) But thanks for your support.
Yes, lying is not cool but I don't know how harsh the laws are there. Here, for now, you can lie to the police as long as they don't have a warrant or you witness something (an accident or something like that) Ask something like what if the sender is hospitalized or has had an accident? They won't give me my package?

It is absurd, if my grandmother from the USA has sent me a gift and two days later she has died, how would they talk to her? I would insist with little lies to find out if it is really a common procedure or what happens. Of course, the moment they tell you "it's something illegal" I'd say you have no idea and blah blah blah. Again, good luck and I hope you get it back.
 
Somber

Somber

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Jan 6, 2022
457
Have you tried financially incentivising D to get the clearance papers sorted out?
 
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Trattkantarellen198

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Jan 9, 2022
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Have you tried financially incentivising D to get the clearance papers sorted out?
No. And I won't :( I used my last credit to afford the N form the bank, I am all out of credit now, hehe. Also, I shouldn't have to do that.

Edit: I have SN already, and thinking about going that way instead, especially now in case law enforcement might get involved... But i have no Metoclopramide yet =( Been neglecting to see a doctor about it since I thought I'd go the much better N route.
 
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Somber

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Jan 6, 2022
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No. And I won't :( I used my last credit to afford the N form the bank, I am all out of credit now, hehe. Also, I shouldn't have to do that.
No, you shouldn't, but we aren't talking about a company here.

You can't file a complaint with the ombudsman service. With payment taking place entirely up front there is little incentive to see it through on D's end.
 
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Trattkantarellen198

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No, you shouldn't, but we aren't talking about a company here.

You can't file a complaint with the ombudsman service. With payment taking place entirely up front there is little incentive to see it through on D's end.
Well that is gangster true, however, I am hoping D is above that.
Oh well, there is always SN.
 
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Somber

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Jan 6, 2022
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Well that is gangster true, however, I am hoping D is above that.
Oh well, there is always SN.
It's also possible that as a safety precaution D doesn't file any valid contact information with UPS . They might not be able to find D once questions need answering.
 
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Trattkantarellen198

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It's also possible that as a safety precaution D doesn't file any valid contact information with UPS . They probably can't find D once questions need answering.
Ah, that hadn't occurred to me =/ Thanks. Well, sooner or later the package will move, somewhere... sigh. Well I am off to bed now. I'll think further in the morning on what to do what to do.
 
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Feb 17, 2021
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It's also possible that as a safety precaution D doesn't file any valid contact information with UPS . They might not be able to find D once questions need answering.
I'm pretty sure this is the case. Pretty sure as well that if your order got seized by customs and you wanted to reorder, D might give you a price break on a reorder….just guessing. I mean his cost including shipping is no more than $150-200.
 
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Ah, that hadn't occurred to me =/ Thanks. Well, sooner or later the package will move, somewhere... sigh. Well I am off to bed now. I'll think further in the morning on what to do what to do.

Whenever I order weed the supplier doesn't mention a return adress on the package either and they won't contact the parcel delivery service if it is lost or delivered to the wrong adress. They usually do send a replacement package though. Guess having a good reputation is important.
 
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No. And I won't :( I used my last credit to afford the N form the bank, I am all out of credit now, hehe. Also, I shouldn't have to do that.

Edit: I have SN already, and thinking about going that way instead, especially now in case law enforcement might get involved... But i have no Metoclopramide yet =( Been neglecting to see a doctor about it since I thought I'd go the much better N route.
It's the same plan as me. Only that I have had SN for a year. I'll try to get N. I'm burning the last cartridges.
 
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