My mind is deteriorating

[BecomingTired]

At first, it was just me simply feeling more tired, which I just chalked up to me becoming more and more depressed. But it genuinely feels as though I'm losing my sanity and any amount of intellect as days go by, and I'm sleeping so long to the point it feels like there's something wrong with me while other times I can't sleep at all no matter how hard I try; even after all that, I'm constantly tired...

I have been unable to tell my dreams from reality as of late either, I'm realising a lot of my memories these past few weeks has been within dreams and never even happened irl.
Am I going insane?

 

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As someone who's been experiencing similar as of late (past few months) : no, I don't think so.
I know that the deterioration is caused by substance abuse & being out of uni/losing time for me at least, either way it absolutely sucks and you shouldn't be having to deal with this right now

 

[acey]

At first, it was just me simply feeling more tired, which I just chalked up to me becoming more and more depressed. But it genuinely feels as though I'm losing my sanity and any amount of intellect as days go by, and I'm sleeping so long to the point it feels like there's something wrong with me while other times I can't sleep at all no matter how hard I try; even after all that, I'm constantly tired...

I have been unable to tell my dreams from reality as of late either, I'm realising a lot of my memories these past few weeks has been within dreams and never even happened irl.
Am I going insane?

Fuck, that's so relatable. I'd been like this for years now though, both with memories and sleeping. I have no hope of it getting better and getting help hasn't been... Well, helpful

Feels good knowing it's not just me though.