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submarinedownsea

submarinedownsea

Brazilian so maybe english sucks
Sep 1, 2025
36
This is not for now, i plan do this next year.
Iv been thinking about it, i dont have the urge since im waiting for something i can take time to do it perfect. I have alredy attempted before, 4 times and all of then od, once i tried hang but i cant, i just cant. Od in my opnion its the most pacific way, u get sleepy, u feel the peace in ur heart, ur breath getting slow and the world around you getting quiet. The problems about finding me, i dont think it will happen since il be living alone. I want to take fentanyl mixed w normal pills and a good wine. Fentanyl is one of the most letal drugs, and dosent seem hard to found these days, a little dose can alr kill you, fast like a bullet, mixed w other sleep pills like quetiapine, sounds easyr and death for sure. For me sounds good, peaceful, like sleeping. Il be writing a letter, taking my pills, drink a good wine and then sleep. Isnt this a movie scene kinda of thing, its just so lovely and delicate, the perfect last moment.
 
darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
139
This my method. Actually tested a tiny tiny bit of my fent last night, talking about a few gains of salt. felt super super sleepy and blissful. if i do all of it, i will def die. just waiting for the right timing.
 
submarinedownsea

submarinedownsea

Brazilian so maybe english sucks
Sep 1, 2025
36
This my method. Actually tested a tiny tiny bit of my fent last night, talking about a few gains of salt. felt super super sleepy and blissful. if i do all of it, i will def die. just waiting for the right timing.
I saw u, was waiting to see if u would come back (sorry if this is creepy). good to know it wasnt painful, for me is the best method
 
darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
139
Nah, its millions of miles away from painful haha... And i snorted only a few grains. Good to know i have strong shit. Your good, not creepy... I seen you which is why i responded here :)
 

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