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submarinedownsea

submarinedownsea

Brazilian so maybe english sucks
Sep 1, 2025
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Thats something IV been thinking about. Fentanyl its super dangerous everybody knows that, only a bit and it can alredy kill you. This seems good, its not expensive at all considering u will take it once, its letal, its sounds good. The only thing that gets me is if it will be painfull or scary. What u guys think?
 
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h4ppyhypoxia

h4ppyhypoxia

Experienced
Aug 8, 2026
264
idk because its hard to calculate what a lethal dose will be, id only consider this as a last resort, 70% of successful overdoses are due to synthetic opioids, its also hard to know how pure the fent will be, as it could be cut with other stuff, and you dont even know if youre getting "real fent"

it could potentially take a couple of hours to die, which leaves more time for people to discover you and potentially save you (if thats something of concern)

something i found online "For all opioids, roughly 11–14% of overdoses are fatal26; statistics regarding fentanyl-specific overdose survival are currently unavailable." https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10939806/
 
.idiot

.idiot

lol
Sep 14, 2026
102
It isn't. If you survive the OD, you're gonna end up with an addiction that'll make you life even worse.
 
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Jon Arbuckle

Jon Arbuckle

Aspiring Corpse
Jul 23, 2024
125
It isn't. If you survive the OD, you're gonna end up with an addiction that'll make you life even worse.
I've been beginning considering fentanyl as a method since OD deaths are always described as very peaceful, but had never stopped to consider the possibility of addiction after a failed attempt. thank you for the insight
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
138
This is my method. plan to CTB next Friday.
 
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.idiot

.idiot

lol
Sep 14, 2026
102
I've been beginning considering fentanyl as a method since OD deaths are always described as very peaceful, but had never stopped to consider the possibility of addiction after a failed attempt. thank you for the insight
I had a parent with an opioid addiction. Whatever you think of yourself now, I guarantee you an opioid addiction would turn you- and anyone- into one of the foulest, most vindictive and selfish people out there. Do not EVER touch heroin or fentanyl or anything like that.
This is my method. plan to CTB next Friday.
For the love of God, do not risk it.
And besides, someone could just hit you with some narcan if they find you and all your efforts would go out the window. Narcan is easily available nowadays in stores and shit, if I recall correctly.
 
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darksoul999

darksoul999

A Free Spirit Trapped In a Cruel World
Aug 23, 2026
138
I had a parent with an opioid addiction. Whatever you think of yourself now, I guarantee you an opioid addiction would turn you- and anyone- into one of the foulest, most vindictive and selfish people out there. Do not EVER touch heroin or fentanyl or anything like that.

For the love of God, do not risk it.
And besides, someone could just hit you with some narcan if they find you and all your efforts would go out the window. Narcan is easily available nowadays in stores and shit, if I recall correctly.
I rather OD and wake up then choke on salt water... to each his own
 
SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

I am the face of loves rage
Oct 6, 2023
228
Thats something IV been thinking about. Fentanyl its super dangerous everybody knows that, only a bit and it can alredy kill you. This seems good, its not expensive at all considering u will take it once, its letal, its sounds good. The only thing that gets me is if it will be painfull or scary. What u guys think?
ur pfp is literally me
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
1,036
Trying it once makes you addicted? Surely not.
Millions once said…

Heroin and Fentanyl break your dopamine levels beyond imagination. You are in hell now. The moment you take it, your brain would think it's in heaven. The moment that high ends. You can no longer think, feel, or live without that drug. Your brain would be wired to chase that high but it'll never feel the same ever again.
 
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ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,465
Thats something IV been thinking about. Fentanyl its super dangerous everybody knows that, only a bit and it can alredy kill you. This seems good, its not expensive at all considering u will take it once, its letal, its sounds good. The only thing that gets me is if it will be painfull or scary. What u guys think?
Based on what I have heard, OD on opioids can lead to death. And some ppl have mentioned that a very small quantity is enough.
I personally have no experience with it and no knowledge about it. So, do ur research properly before trying it
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
1,036
But using it once too try too ctb is entirely different than doing it recreationally.
I fail to see the difference. Both individuals are taking the same drug which has the same effects on both of them. I'd argue that the person trying to commit has a higher chance of getting addicted than the person doing it for fun (if they fail). The reason is because they are taking a larger dose to die, larger dose means larger dopamine spike.

Dying isn't a guarantee with opioids considering purity and dose. I remember someone on here tried to OD with what they calculated to be a lethal dose of Heroin. They failed and woke up after taking it all. I'm not sure who it was, I don't remember the user. I don't know if they became addicted, I hope not, but you get what Im trying to say. You can't simply tell how pure the substance that you got is.
 
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Jonah Byrde

Jonah Byrde

20M UK
Sep 4, 2026
136
I fail to see the difference. Both individuals are taking the same drug which has the same effects on both of them. I'd argue that the person trying to commit has a higher chance of getting addicted than the person doing it for fun (if they fail). The reason is because they are taking a larger dose to die, larger dose means larger dopamine spike.

Dying isn't a guarantee with opioids considering purity and dose. I remember someone on here tried to OD with what they calculated to be a lethal dose of Heroin. They failed and woke up after taking it all. I'm not sure who it was, I don't remember the user. I don't know if they became addicted, I hope not, but you get what Im trying to say. You can't simply tell how pure the substance that you got is.
Surely you can purity test it? But anyway this method is pretty dogshit, for what I read od survivors have said that it's not peaceful as the media portrays. I have seen videos of people dying of morphine ods in hospitals and it doesn't look peaceful at all.
 
LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
1,036
Surely you can purity test it? But anyway this method is pretty dogshit, for what I read od survivors have said that it's not peaceful as the media portrays. I have seen videos of people dying of morphine ods in hospitals and it doesn't look peaceful at all.
You can, but it's not an easy process, and in the end you would still rely on an estimate. There's an EU drug testing company that offers testing services, one of which tests purity %s I believe. You send in 50mg of the substance that you need to test (payment needed). They send you a lab report of the tested sample. It'll give you the purity rate, but that's just for the 50mg sample that you sent.
 
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notreallybored

Arcanist
Nov 26, 2024
431
Surely you can purity test it? But anyway this method is pretty dogshit, for what I read od survivors have said that it's not peaceful as the media portrays. I have seen videos of people dying of morphine ods in hospitals and it doesn't look peaceful at all.
ב''ה,

If it's so effective and effective when vaporized, why don't more persons with access to quantity whiff some Naloxone, then plug a kilo in their vehicle's muffler and drive off so they cannot be followed?
 
Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving anhedonia ≠ living
Aug 26, 2026
528
You need to combine it with benzos for it to be a safe method afaik.
Don't rely purely on my statement tho, do your research, but I'm pretty sure there is a some cross interaction that kills you between opioids and benzodiazepines.
 
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carfemtanyl

carfemtanyl

Experienced
Nov 18, 2025
243
I failed an opioid overdose with a potent RC that's close to fentanyl in terms of potency because I was found after 15 hours but I would've definitely died if I was found a few hours later
it was really peaceful and I just kinda collapsed 3 minutes after taking it
the issue with fentanyl is that you don't know the purity of the stuff you get on the streets and it's most likely cut with inactive stuff or xylazine
and no you won't become addicted because you consumed fentanyl once
 
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