• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
C

CherryGirl675

Tired but hopeful
Jan 7, 2025
31
Jan 10, 2025
8pm ET: Take 600mg painkillers (go to an urgent care, say you hit your head and have been throwing up and nauseous as well as headaches. Even without a visible bruise you have a high chance of them prescribing you something both for nausea and pain relief. If you still want a stronger prescription go back a week later and say you are still in pain. Make sure you go during a time they can't set you up for a CT scan so preferably on weekends or after CT hours. They will recommend you to a place to get a scan don't actually go. I had a serious concussion which is how I got a hold of my medication. Not saying it's perfect but it's better than what you can get without a prescription. This may not be affective in all parts of the world so I wish you all the best)
8:20 ET: take the anti-vomitimg medication (I'm really hungover while writing this so forgive my wording and non-technical terms. I was crazy before the concussion but the drinking and dr*g use while having the concussion hasn't helped.This isn't affecting my decision to CTB it simply is making me more unstable in the process)
8:25 ET: mix 2/7 PN (8oz total) into a cup of water X2 (PN or PNO3 (I think was the thingie) is lethal between 15-30g. Very similar to SN and has the same antidote and same method of CTB. If you can't obtain pure SN go for PN, it is a little easier to get but make sure you do your own research too!)
9:00 ET: drink first cup and lay down
(If vomit drink second cup. If don't, quickly clean up anything with PN and put it where my cat can't reach. I love my cat and don't want him to suffer along with me.)

Gunna schedule this to upload 24 hours after my CTB so if it posts then I guess it worked. See y'all on the other side
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: Forveleth, SVEN, parasite_eve and 3 others
APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
298
Two slight corrections, Potassium nitrite is KNO2 not KNO3 ( Potassium Nitrate ), please do not get this mixed up as it will led to a failed attempt that will do more harm, also the atomic symbol for Potassium is K not P, that would be phosphorus, apologies if my nitpicks are offensive in any way, I just want to make sure information isn't misleading causing more confusion : ), I sincerely hope you find the peace you're looking for!
 
  • Informative
  • Like
Reactions: moonflow3r, opheliaoveragain, Forveleth and 4 others
A

AjolaX

Member
Jan 8, 2025
9
If it succeeded, I hope you're finding peace on the other side🕊️❤️ Thanks for sharing your sensible moments with us!
 
  • Love
Reactions: APeacefulPlace
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,055
I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,524
Whether still with us or not, I do wish you all the best and hope you somehow find peace and rest.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Rivermouse and APeacefulPlace
R

Rivermouse

Member
Jul 22, 2024
11
First, gravol a few hours before to make sure everything stays down. I have access to lots of Ativan, so I'll take it all, with pure grapefruit juice (can increase the amount of some drugs in the blood) and alcohol (I don't drink so the gravol comes in handy here). Before I pass out I'm going to put a not-tooo small clear plastic bag over my head, snug at my neck. I hope this is effective and peaceful.

And I sincerely hope I don't ever do this, because I still see a pinprick of light at the end of the tunnel. There are still things that I love, and spring is coming. I am moving towards getting toxic people out of my life but that in itself is very painful and maybe dangerous. I've been around for decades, been a wonderful person sometimes, and am wrestling between "life still has good things out there ….MAYBE" and "I am just too tired".
 
Last edited:
candice2025

candice2025

Member
Apr 11, 2025
29
First, gravol a few hours before to make sure everything stays down. I have access to lots of Ativan, so I'll take it all, with pure grapefruit juice (can increase the amount of some drugs in the blood) and alcohol (I don't drink so the gravol comes in handy here). Before I pass out I'm going to put a not-tooo small clear plastic bag over my head, snug at my neck. I hope this is effective and peaceful.

And I sincerely hope I don't ever do this, because I still see a pinprick of light at the end of the tunnel. There are still things that I love, and spring is coming. I am moving towards getting toxic people out of my life but that in itself is very painful and maybe dangerous. I've been around for decades, been a wonderful person sometimes, and am wrestling between "life still has good things out there ….MAYBE" and "I am just too tired".
Did you experiment with this?

I hope you are doing better
 
R

Rivermouse

Member
Jul 22, 2024
11
Thank you for your kind words of support. Much appreciatesd.

This method is put together from reading the book Final Exit and coming across information such as not to drink grapefruit juice with meds because it can augment the effect. Also that assisted suicide gives a solution to drink in apple juice because the acid helps break it down to be absorbed. I wouldn't experiment with things as I don't want to hurt my liver (or brain) and then be alive. If I do this it's "all the way" or nothing.

I don't know if I'm doing better —- I do have the toxic people out of my life, and am so glad. But now I am alone, and my thoughts of "what have I done!?"(I moved away and know no one here) crowd in. Aaauugh. I think it is slightly better —- I wouldn't want to go back.

And how are you, friend? I see you have just joined us. Welcome!
 

Similar threads

SadGirl
Replies
5
Views
370
Suicide Discussion
DoomCry
D
no.one
Replies
3
Views
337
Suicide Discussion
no.one
no.one
Nervous young man
Replies
38
Views
3K
Suicide Discussion
Flamingo2203
F
S
Replies
2
Views
243
Suicide Discussion
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain