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DeadPuppy122

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Oct 10, 2023
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Well, that's it, this puppy is tired of trying. I finally thought of something. My idea is that i'm going to take a big amount of benzos, say, 60 miligrams of bromazolam, anti emetics, and as much alcohol as i can fit into myself. While i know this wouldn't kill me and just make me suffer, this is for sedation. I want to drown in a river. The idea is that i'd take all that shit to sedate me, so i'm way out of my mind when i drown in a river, heard some stories that just swimming in some of these can often get you dead, but i imagine getting out of my mind fucked up, i won't really survive off instinct or something. Any opinions? Improvements?
 
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sevennn

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Sep 11, 2024
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i'm planning the same thing. take alcohol+benzos and swim in a pond
 
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I’m just a baby seal 💜🦭
Dec 11, 2023
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Do you think you'd wear like heavy boots or something? So that it'd be harder to swim back up? SI might not be as much of an issue because of everything you'd be taking for sedation but I think sometimes it's nice to have your bases covered, especially for something this big y'know?
 
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kitkat9234

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Nov 27, 2024
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Do you think you'd wear like heavy boots or something? So that it'd be harder to swim back up? SI might not be as much of an issue because of everything you'd be taking for sedation but I think sometimes it's nice to have your bases covered, especially for something this big y'know?
That sounds like a good idea. I have steel toed ones from when I was in the military.

I originally was going to wear a backpack with weights but then it would be obvious that it was an attempt.
 
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ilostyourletter

Burial
Nov 25, 2024
275
Well, that's it, this puppy is tired of trying. I finally thought of something. My idea is that i'm going to take a big amount of benzos, say, 60 miligrams of bromazolam, anti emetics, and as much alcohol as i can fit into myself. While i know this wouldn't kill me and just make me suffer, this is for sedation. I want to drown in a river. The idea is that i'd take all that shit to sedate me, so i'm way out of my mind when i drown in a river, heard some stories that just swimming in some of these can often get you dead, but i imagine getting out of my mind fucked up, i won't really survive off instinct or something. Any opinions? Improvements?
Dying my drowning is a great way to go out
 

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