My life is unfulfilling

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I've had a hard life of people not understanding me, because of my autism. I've always felt left out and misunderstood. Then I recently found out I have bipolar too, but I'm on good meds for it. None of this is why I'm choosing to exit, it's just background information. The reason why I choose to go is because I'm unhappy. I live on disability allowances from month to month, and there's nothing fulfilling I'm doing with my life. I've tried everything from art to math. I'm not skilled naturally enough with art and with everything else it just didn't work. So here I am finished on my final thing I was trying out, writing, and It just didn't work out, I don't like it. So I decided I'm not going to live 65 taxing years of my life with nothing I like to do, and that I'd rather die instead.

I'm really hoping that someone else can relate to this as well.

 

[spottem]

Have you tried volunteering your time to an organization? an animal rescue?

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Have you tried volunteering your time to an organization? an animal rescue?

I thought about it, but I figured I wouldn't like doing that either. I don't want to be miserable in life.