Discussion My life is objectively good

[50/50]

From the outside it would be considered good.
Definitely in comparison to the rest of the world.

Upper middle class in Germany and I still just want to die, idk why.

I am only 20 and it seems like our whole generation is fucked.

University makes no sense anymore because of the upcoming AI.

When I would have completed my studies in 5-10years, AI would be better and cheaper at my profession.

So I get really depressed while studying and will probably drop out of uni, because i cant force myself to useless studying anymore.

And even if i wpuld manage to pull off the degree AND i wouldnt be replaced in 5 yrs I still would not want to wageslave for the next 50yrs.

Non Existance just seems so fucking peaceful

But it seems my life is objectively to good to end it? Anyone else encountered that feeling?

But after any small inconvienience in my life I just want to CTB.

And of course I dont want to fuck up my parents life…


I would rather be dead than wageslave the next 50yrs

What about you?

 

[smirks00ts]

My life is okay too, I have loving family and what not IRL. however I still feel lonely. especially online which is where I spend half my life on. It doesn't help I lost a lot of people there recently. Kind of like a reset. I only have a few friends but I still isolate. it hurts. ive gotten numb and i dont like it. I feel like im changing for the worst since then.

 

[callmer]

I think life is genuinely only gonna get worse and worse for people who are wageslaving their lives away, espeically future generations. Working till your 70s just to then have like what, a decade of being an old person barely getting by? I also don't see the point in that. I think a lot of people are never really given a fair shot at life, to do what they want. And so whats the purpose of living for them then? An empty meaningless existence is too a torture chamber

 

[bagel12]

From the outside it would be considered good.
Definitely in comparison to the rest of the world.

Upper middle class in Germany and I still just want to die, idk why.

I am only 20 and it seems like our whole generation is fucked.

University makes no sense anymore because of the upcoming AI.

When I would have completed my studies in 5-10years, AI would be better and cheaper at my profession.

So I get really depressed while studying and will probably drop out of uni, because i cant force myself to useless studying anymore.

And even if i wpuld manage to pull off the degree AND i wouldnt be replaced in 5 yrs I still would not want to wageslave for the next 50yrs.

Non Existance just seems so fucking peaceful

But it seems my life is objectively to good to end it? Anyone else encountered that feeling?

But after any small inconvienience in my life I just want to CTB.

And of course I dont want to fuck up my parents life…


I would rather be dead than wageslave the next 50yrs

What about you?

i feel the same way. i have a decent life, seen from the outside. but despite this, i am miserable and my life does not have a sense of meaning or purpose. i've wanted to ctb since i was a child. even if the world was perfect, my brain is inherently messed up.

the jobs i would find fulfilling and enjoyable are all being stolen by ai. the only jobs that i think will be available are ones i don't want to do. i don't want to spend 40+ hours of my week every week on something i hate doing, but if i don't work, i will become homeless and starve.

i believe that the climate, society, the economy, and politics are going to get worse. if i feel this miserable now, and external circumstances are only going to get worse, what's the point of sticking around?

i wish i had good advice. i try to focus on the small things, like good food, or beautiful sights in nature, and it helps a little. i remind myself that i don't know the future for sure, so i try to have curiosity for what will happen next. maybe life will surprise me.

i hope to get back on medication and start therapy. i hope to find more friends and a partner. i hope to find a job i enjoy. i do not know if this will be enough, or if it's even achievable. but i'll at least give it a chance and see what happens. if i run out of options, i know what i will do, but i'm not out of options yet.

 

[50/50]

i hope to find a job i enjoy

I would love to but i cant imagine any job i would enyjoy

Not even in the slightest