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lithium00

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Aug 22, 2025
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I'm pathetic and my life is pathetic too. I don't have any energy to do anything. Technically I could go out and meet "friends" but the problem with that is my general incompetence with social contacts and also anxiety.
All I want to do is sit in my room and do nothing. I don't want to see anybody. I just want to be alone but at the same time this loneliness is killing me.
I don't feel that suicidal. I'm just tired and I also wouldn't mind a truck rolling over my body multiple times.
 

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