My Last Day. Goodbye

[FuneralCry]

I wish you peace if this is what you want. May you find freedom from the suffering this life has given you.

 

[qwertylmno]

where are you at mentally now?

 

[Eire1992]

Fuck. My cover is blown. Fuck. Someone questioned my alibi and spoke to a friend I claimed I was going away to see long before I thought they would. We're moving things up. Nexium and Domperidone and Paracetamol are in. 15 mins and I'm moving to the SN.

 

[Rae82]

Fuck. My cover is blown. Fuck. Someone questioned my alibi and spoke to a friend I claimed I was going away to see long before I thought they would. We're moving things up. Nexium and Domperidone and Paracetamol are in. 15 mins and I'm moving to the SN.

Remember that you can always wait for another chance if you don't want to be rushed.

 

[qwertylmno]

Remember that you can always wait for another chance if you don't want to be rushed.

agreed. if you want peace, it seems like the situation is compromising that.

 

[Rayzieka]

Please don't rush if you don't have too, and if you believe you'll be found please don't continue as you may end up somewhere unpleasant. <3

 

[Eire1992]

I won't be found by morning, I'm 200 miles away and nobody knows where I'm staying. No we go early. Plan is the same. I've mixed 3 drinks and all the meds are in. Drinking the SN now.

 

[xostaticxo]

Man, please think it through first. It doesn't sound, from your post that your thinking it through. There are people you can go to.

 

[watereyes]

good luck my fwen i hope you find peace that you deserve <3

 

[Eire1992]

It's done. Guys i;m going to sign off this now. Id hoped to do updates but I can''t risk that all this will be found. I love you all. I wanted this. I wanted this. Goodbye

 

[Rayzieka]

I hope you find peace :(

 

[xostaticxo]

I won't be found by morning, I'm 200 miles away and nobody knows where I'm staying. No we go early. Plan is the same. I've mixed 3 drinks and all the meds are in. Drinking the SN now.

Man, please see my last message.

 

[FallenRose]

Good luck on your journey, I hope you find peace when it's over

 

[qwertylmno]

if you're still online, i'd like to share a poem with you by bunmi laditan

If you're done
for real this time
finally finished
can't do it anymore
I won't ask you to stay forever
I won't beg you to cancel your plans
I only ask
in humility and understanding
that you wait
hold on
not forever
just a little longer

 

[BornBrief]

:( I hope you're at peace

 

[qwertylmno]

Man, please see my last message.

last post, 14 minutes ago. last seen 14 minutes ago. wherever they are, i only wish peace and serenity.

 

[hʚll]

i'm sorry you had to rush things sigh
may you reach peace soon<3

 

[xostaticxo]

last post, 14 minutes ago. last seen 14 minutes ago. wherever they are, i only wish peace and serenity.

It really doesn't sound like he was in the right frame of thinking, I just hope somehow he is stopped.

 

[Panna]

The piece of trash that had to "save" him. He wanted this, made his peace, and how does it end? Forced to rush everything and act like a "mad man" just for his happiness because to die is "immoral". I'd love to give the guilty party a piece of my mind.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I'm so sorry you're leaving us…. You're very brave and courageous.
Godspeed, my friend!!

 

[Stroopwafel.]

I hope you found the peace you were looking for. I'm sorry life treated you this way.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I know you did what you wanted, what most of us want, but I hate losing people here so much….
I'm really really sorry you had to go….

 

[motel rooms]

"This is one for the good days
And I have it all here
In red, blue, green
In red, blue, green"





He's finally free now...

 

[Huntfish34]

I hope he's free and in peace.... But can we be so sure that he's Gone ? Maybe he got found somehow or freaked the fuck out and called for 911 or w/e.

Idk just saying. Hope he's Okay with whatever may have happened.
Godspeed

 

[qwertylmno]

I hope he's free and in peace.... But can we be so sure that he's Gone ? Maybe he got found somehow or freaked the fuck out and called for 911 or w/e.

Idk just saying. Hope he's Okay with whatever may have happened.
Godspeed

if he is alive, hopefully he will come back here once he's ready and see all of our replies, and smile to himself

 

[Huntfish34]

Amen to that,. We can Always hope... I guess time will tell the rest of the story.

 

[motel rooms]

I hope he's free and in peace.... But can we be so sure that he's Gone ? Maybe he got found somehow or freaked the fuck out and called for 911 or w/e.
Idk just saying. Hope he's Okay with whatever may have happened.

I won't be found by morning, I'm 200 miles away and nobody knows where I'm staying. No we go early. Plan is the same. I've mixed 3 drinks and all the meds are in. Drinking the SN now.

It's done. Guys i;m going to sign off this now. Id hoped to do updates but I can''t risk that all this will be found. I love you all. I wanted this. I wanted this. Goodbye

 

[WFJ74]

I'm a little concerned about the Nexium usage but I hope you find peace.

 

[Huntfish34]

Yeaa Ok,. I'm not going to get into stupid shit with you about this.

Just saying none of us can be 100% Certain unless we hear / read of some news somehow which usually doesn't happen I don't believe.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Rest In Peace. I am sorry you had to rush, scrambling to die on the last day of your life. It's a day you should have been able to experience at your own pace, and the timing of your passing should have been on your terms, instead of racing against the clock in case you were stopped. You deserved peace and to take your time. It saddens me that you lacked freedom in life, imprisoned by your mind and by the memories it held. Only to have to relinquish your freedom once again, panicking and rushing towards your death due to the actions someone else. I hope you are free from your pain now.

On The Nature of Daylight was such a beautiful choice to have at the beginning and end of your playlist. The same song is on my final playlist too - few tracks have touched me the way this one has. I am sorry you presumably did not get the opportunity to hear it one final time, as you wished.

I am listening to this song tonight, and I am thinking of you.