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dissociating...
Jul 19, 2025
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I stumbled upon a poem I wrote a long time ago. All was taken from me. I remain an empty husk. Only one option remains.
I realize this sounds melodramatic, but so be it.
Anyway, I thought I'd share it with you.

Do you have a favorite poem?


Happy sadness


She cuts deep, deeper than blades;

She kills within.

She won't stop until your soul fades;

She won't let you win.


She doesn't rest, she hunts for fear;

She is a ghost.

She always lurks, she always is near;

She sees you as her everlasting host.



She loves you, but wants you broken;

She is your best friend.

She hears when you have spoken;

She stays until the end.



She once stopped, nothing left alive.

She ended the madness.

She had nothing more to deprive;

She walked away - my happy sadness


S.P.
 
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