Venting My fucking hours got reduced even further

[perishsong]

I'm so fucking scared. I'm already working 3x a week for 4 hours, and it's maybe half of what I need. But from the next month on, I'll be reduced to 3 hours instead of 4. I was laid off like it from full-time with just an announcement, like it was a minor fucking deal. I feel like vermin, begging for overtime to do things I had to do but literally don't have time for. Simultaneously I'm fucking terrified of job hunting. I'll always be the "new" one and at greatest risk of being fired. I really, really, REALLY wish I didn't feel so guilty CTBing as my girlfriend is quite literally my ride or die. I feel so fucking stuck and I just wish I could make a decision to CTB instead of being so wishy washy about it.

 

[behindtheveil]

Just hangin there. A warrior' s path is never easy. I do hope a miracle happens in your life. Lots of wishes and blessings to you.

 

[itsgone2]

I'm so sorry @perishsong

These companies are ruining lives. It been too much greed for too long. It's catching up now. Things are falling apart.