Help My friends really want to help me, but I kinda want them to stop caring.

[Ayloy]

My friends are great people & they don't deserve the pain of me killing myself. I'm really done with living. I want nothing more than to die & be replaced. I can't fix me. I don't have access to ant useful means of help. One of them with a history of depression & suicidal thoughts said they would join me if I did. They don't want to die though. They want to live for the good that life has to offer & to be with those they cherish. I on the other hand just want out. I've completely given up & trying has only made things worse. I don't want their blood on my hands & I don't want others to feel worse off because of my end. Is there anything I can do.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all if somebody else chooses to exit this world then that is their decision, nobody is obligated to stay here and suffer all for the sake of other people. And the fact is that we all have to die and lose everything someday and whatever happens in this world after we are gone could just never be our concern. But anyway even if it makes other people sad, we all have the right to take control over our inevitable fate, it's just up to the individual when to leave.