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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
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im so convinced that my ethical lust (and im not ashamed of it) was definitely gonna be the biggest hindrance to any "growth" i would make in my life………….

even in the imaginations of my afterlife (ik that's not happening), im in a different plane of existence just getting freaky and living my best afterlife.

i could honestly profit off of my personal hypersexuality and lust right now while im still alive... but hell, work is work, and i would get burned out because, well... adhd will have me eventually bored with everything i fixate on.

if you reading this shit lol, you can see that my brain doesn't want to kill me; i want to kill it 🤣🤣🤣 like wtf is wrong with me🤧
 
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Alice.

Alice.

~~<3~~
May 7, 2023
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adhd will have me eventually bored with everything i fixate on.
oh god i feel this so much

sometimes i feel the same way, i'm trying to change myself for the better because its seriously ruined a lot of relationships for me
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
636
nah this is valid and this is what I think happens after death
I Guess The Breakfast Club GIF by For(bes) The Culture
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
1,181
Just watch Spice And Wolf, the main character is a raging nudist.


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Can't CTB (yet) bc of the heat and some bs...
May 21, 2026
119
This tbh
I kinda have the oppsite issue, I was way more hypersexual a couple years ago but I dunno if the idea to CTB or just stuff around me messes with my libido but I don't even feel nearly as interested in that sorta thing

If there's an afterlife though? Yeah, I'm going full hedonistic at least for a while lmao
 

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