starboy2k
“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
- May 21, 2025
- 634
im so convinced that my ethical lust (and im not ashamed of it) was definitely gonna be the biggest hindrance to any "growth" i would make in my life………….
even in the imaginations of my afterlife (ik that's not happening), im in a different plane of existence just getting freaky and living my best afterlife.
i could honestly profit off of my personal hypersexuality and lust right now while im still alive... but hell, work is work, and i would get burned out because, well... adhd will have me eventually bored with everything i fixate on.
if you reading this shit lol, you can see that my brain doesn't want to kill me; i want to kill it

like wtf is wrong with me
even in the imaginations of my afterlife (ik that's not happening), im in a different plane of existence just getting freaky and living my best afterlife.
i could honestly profit off of my personal hypersexuality and lust right now while im still alive... but hell, work is work, and i would get burned out because, well... adhd will have me eventually bored with everything i fixate on.
if you reading this shit lol, you can see that my brain doesn't want to kill me; i want to kill it