My first thread

[getitrightnow]

This is my first thread as a new member.

I failed in my first attempt with antifreeze and have been dealing with the effects since. Not sure why I'm still here, but I am.

Recently found this site and very interested in SN instructions shared here.

For years I've been in a pretty dark place and really need to find a was to CTB. I'm out of options and have no desire to continue living on this side.

What is the best way to ask for guidance. I'm ready to do this but want to get it right this time. No more long hospital stays and being treated like an idiot…

 

[FuneralCry]

Trying to die going wrong sounds so horrible to me, I really wish it's not so difficult to permanently cease existing. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, best wishes.