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Worthless Maid

Worthless Maid

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Feb 2, 2026
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Hi everyone šŸ‘‹ šŸ¤—
I was visiting this site very often but I didn't had any accounts.
I'm 20F my ctb reason long story short is I always struggle with people. Mostly because of my parents conflicts each other and overprotective mother. I don't have any friends and I can't make one in real life. So normal life is something not for me & I can't keep living like this.

I'm recently thinking about ctb very seriously and I have collected sn
I don't know when I might be able to leave because I'm so scared of pain but I think I might do it soon.

I have sodium nitrite, domperidone as AE and bromazepam. I don't have Beta blocker but I can get them if needed. And I'm kinnda confused about this. Some says it might make your death slow. Any idea about this ? And should I be taking this if I ctb one day with sn?


And thank you everyone for reading this long post (ā ā•„ā ļ¹ā ā•„ā )
I find this community very friendly for people like us. Have a great day everyone. Love you all sasu members (⁠ ā ā—œā ā€æā ā—ā  ⁠)⁠♔
 
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dewdfish

dewdfish

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Nov 30, 2025
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There's plenty of people who used different protocols here. Some only took SN and nothing else. You can look up around the site and I'm sure you'll find it. But overall, it's a pretty "painless" moment.
 
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Worthless Maid

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There's plenty of people who used different protocols here. Some only took SN and nothing else. You can look up around the site and I'm sure you'll find it. But overall, it's a pretty "painless" moment.
Thanks i will try ā˜ŗļø
 
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