wishiwasalittlecool
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- Nov 10, 2025
- 15
I can't cope with this anymore.
The last time I was confident enough in killing myself was when I was 12. I was one step, one gust of wind away from falling off a mountain in front of my parents. I was too scared.
Now, I can't even go near heights.
I need to die.
On Sunday, I cut my thighs so much that my blood started pooling in the tub. I was playing with my own blood. Wtf was I doing??????
I would do it again if I didn't have important work to get done
I had to take a day off on Monday because it was so hard to walk LOLOLOLOL!
I'm such a bitch
The worst part was afterwards I didn't feel anything and spent about 1.5 hours cleaning when I could've done something productive.
Every day is a new struggle and another reason why 2026 will be my last year
I don't know how to cope with even the next hour
There's no help left
I tried
I was going through my old phone the other day, which was actually my mom's old old phone. It had a lot of photos in it. It made me sad a child like that will die by suicide before he's even 20. Whatever, I don't need to worry, I'll be dead!
I'm just scared one day I cut myself so much I pass out from the blood loss
If I wasn't concerned about day to day life I'd cut all over instead of my thighs and shoulders
I can't even swim because I keep cutting lower and lower and everyone hates a cutter
The people around me are planning a trip and then we're talking about going swimming
They hate people who cut
When I die I'll be free
I'm a bum and inferior to almost everyone
Expecting good things to happen is like expecting aliens to knock on my door
The last time I was confident enough in killing myself was when I was 12. I was one step, one gust of wind away from falling off a mountain in front of my parents. I was too scared.
Now, I can't even go near heights.
I need to die.
On Sunday, I cut my thighs so much that my blood started pooling in the tub. I was playing with my own blood. Wtf was I doing??????
I would do it again if I didn't have important work to get done
I had to take a day off on Monday because it was so hard to walk LOLOLOLOL!
I'm such a bitch
The worst part was afterwards I didn't feel anything and spent about 1.5 hours cleaning when I could've done something productive.
Every day is a new struggle and another reason why 2026 will be my last year
I don't know how to cope with even the next hour
There's no help left
I tried
I was going through my old phone the other day, which was actually my mom's old old phone. It had a lot of photos in it. It made me sad a child like that will die by suicide before he's even 20. Whatever, I don't need to worry, I'll be dead!
I'm just scared one day I cut myself so much I pass out from the blood loss
If I wasn't concerned about day to day life I'd cut all over instead of my thighs and shoulders
I can't even swim because I keep cutting lower and lower and everyone hates a cutter
The people around me are planning a trip and then we're talking about going swimming
They hate people who cut
When I die I'll be free
I'm a bum and inferior to almost everyone
Expecting good things to happen is like expecting aliens to knock on my door
