My final post: goodbye and love you al!!

[Vasilii]

Dear SS forum,

Unfortunately my last post is under supervision by the SS, so instead here is a shorter version. Please don't ban me yet!

My time on this forum has been short, but I'm so glad I joined the SS community. I have experienced more compassion and kindness on this forum, then I have experienced in a long time. I have met some amazing people and I want to thank you all for your compassion and understanding.
My preparation has been the worst. I still need to finalise my goodbye letters, but in my mind they will never be good enough.
I still have some questions about my preparation. I'm really sorry for asking questions this late, but hopefully some of you can share their thoughts about it:

• I weigh around 60 kilograms so should 20 grams of SN be enough? Also, I don't have a scale so would a tablespoon of SN be around 20 grams?
• Should I send a delayed email to the local services? (I'm planning to ctb in a forest near my house)

Tonight at 3 AM (Central European Time) I will take my SN by following Stan's guide and the Stat Dose, unfortunately without Meto.
21:00 - Fasting
01.00 - No drinking
02.00 - Take 600mg of Ibuprofen
02.30 - Take 4 tablets of Maalox
03.00 - Drink 20g SN in 50ml water (backup dose if necessary)

I'll try to keep you guys updated. If I won't be back tomorrow evening could someone please ban this account?

Kind regards. Love you SS!!

 

[GonnaGoBye]

Have a peaceful exit my friend ❤

 

[Zappfe lover]

Dear SS forum,

Unfortunately my last post is under supervision by the SS, so instead here is a shorter version. Please don't ban me yet!

My time on this forum has been short, but I'm so glad I joined the SS community. I have experienced more compassion and kindness on this forum, then I have experienced in a long time. I have met some amazing people and I want to thank you all for your compassion and understanding.
My preparation has been the worst. I still need to finalise my goodbye letters, but in my mind they will never be good enough.
I still have some questions about my preparation. I'm really sorry for asking questions this late, but hopefully some of you can share their thoughts about it:

• I weigh around 60 kilograms so should 20 grams of SN be enough? Also, I don't have a scale so would a tablespoon of SN be around 20 grams?
• Should I send a delayed email to the local services? (I'm planning to ctb in a forest near my house)

Tonight at 3 AM (Central European Time) I will take my SN by following Stan's guide and the Stat Dose, unfortunately without Meto.
21:00 - Fasting
01.00 - No drinking
02.00 - Take 600mg of Ibuprofen
02.30 - Take 4 tablets of Maalox
03.00 - Drink 20g SN in 50ml water (backup dose if necessary)

I'll try to keep you guys updated. If I won't be back tomorrow evening could someone please ban this account?

Kind regards. Love you SS!!

Hope that the process is painless and that you can find peace (:

 

[Sinai Silence]

Sorry to see you go Vasilii.

As for the delayed email if it is a big forest you are off in it may be best to have a preplanned location; so you can send coordinates to the services to make things easier.

If Stan's guide doesn't have the answers then you should check the SN Megathread for answers to your questions. Sorry I couldn't be much help.

Safe journey

 

[Living sucks]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...vailable-sn-can-you-weigh-a-tablespoon.41429/

 

[Rocket1Rocket1]

We didn't get to know each other as we just started dm'ing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Take care and see you on the other side Vasilii

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I wish you peace ... rest well.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish you peace.

 

[Ulisses]

good that your experience in the SS community was very good for you. peace on your journey.

 

[cantgetoutofbed]

Check back in if you had any issues please.

 

[Joey]

See you in the next life :)

 

[Vasilii]

Have a peaceful exit my friend ❤

Thank you so much. Wish you all the best!

We didn't get to know each other as we just started dm'ing. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Take care and see you on the other side Vasilii

Thank you very much, my fellow Dutchie! I'm really sad we couldn't talk much longer, but I wish you all the best and find your peace as well!

I wish you peace ... rest well.

Thank you very much! Wish you all the best!

I wish you peace.

Thank you friend! I hope you find your peace as well!

good that your experience in the SS community was very good for you. peace on your journey.

The SS community certainly is one of the kindest communities there is! Thank you!

 

[Living sucks]

What time is it now for you? It's ok to back out always

 

[Vasilii]

Sorry to see you go Vasilii.

As for the delayed email if it is a big forest you are off in it may be best to have a preplanned location; so you can send coordinates to the services to make things easier.

If Stan's guide doesn't have the answers then you should check the SN Megathread for answers to your questions. Sorry I couldn't be much help.

Safe journey

Thank you very much sharing! I really appreciate it!
I'm gonna check the SN megathread right away

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...vailable-sn-can-you-weigh-a-tablespoon.41429/

Thank you very much for sharing!

Check back in if you had any issues please.

Ofcourse! Thank you for your concern. I'll keep you guys updated until the very last moment.

See you in the next life :)

Thankyou very much!!

What time is it now for you? It's ok to back out always

It currently is 23.27 (Central European Time)
Thankyou! I hope I will succeed, but in case I will let you know

 

[TAW122]

I wish you a peaceful journey into the unknown.

 

[Vasilii]

Just finished my last drink. Still got 2 hours to go

 

[Throwaway9787]

Wish you peace and good luck

 

[Isadeth]

I hope you're at peace with your decision. I wish you comfort and love. I hope you enjoy your transition from this life to the next as peacefully as possible. ♡ and if you decide you want to back out, we're always here for you. ♡ xx

 

[Brackenshire]

@Vasilii a calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

 

[Vasilii]

Wish you peace and good luck

I hope you're at peace with your decision. I wish you comfort and love. I hope you enjoy your transition from this life to the next as peacefully as possible. ♡ and if you decide you want to back out, we're always here for you. ♡ xx

@Vasilii a calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home

Thank you all so much for the love and kind words! Surprisingly, I feel calm and relaxed at the moment.

 

[thethatsitboy]

I hope you be at peace at these final moments. If not, you know what to do.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Best of luck in the great beyond

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Peace to you. May your final moments on this earth be filled with clarity, serenity, and joyful memories.

 

[Vasilii]

Thank you all! I was in a time rush so i'm going to drink the SN in about 45 minutes.
I took 4 tablets of Maalox already.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry you are CTB sad life has brought you here, I hope you find peace.

Cheers

Geo

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

A few more minutes are left

I wish you much success, despite the bad circumstances.
If it were possible otherwise, you would certainly not do it that way.

Not long now and you will have found your peace. Good luck on your last way.

I will follow you soon

 

[Vasilii]

I'm currently at the spot where i'm gonna ctb. 12 minutes away.

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

I am happy for you that you have reached the point

 

[Living sucks]

No pressure and always welcome to stay

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

We are with you, you are not alone