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XXXTENTACION

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Mar 6, 2025
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Hello to anybody that chooses to read this.

My plan is to CTB at some point later this day, possibly the night (GMT). Is there anything I should be doing or getting prepared for my loved one in advance. My financial situations are settled, will sorting, life insurance up to date....am I over looking anything?

Thank you
 
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Dqope

Dqope

Human, All Too Human...
Aug 21, 2023
58
What is your method that you are choosing?
 
darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,518
good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find relief from suffering ❤️‍🩹
 
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XXXTENTACION

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Mar 6, 2025
74
An exit bag. 10litre cannister pressured at 200 bar so equivalent of 2000 litres. Regulator that can sustain 15lpm. Hose securely attached, bag made and tested. Plenty on benzos and to help relax and codeine syrup for a kicker on top.
Oh and just to add, plenty of day drinking on top
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,042
Endless hugs, well wishes and everlasting peace to you,

Walter
 
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inferno34

Member
Jun 14, 2025
9
Hello to anybody that chooses to read this.

My plan is to CTB at some point later this day, possibly the night (GMT). Is there anything I should be doing or getting prepared for my loved one in advance. My financial situations are settled, will sorting, life insurance up to date....am I over looking anything?

Thank you
just try to enjoy your last moments knowing you will finally have peace. don't overthink anything
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,421
I hope you find peace. Good luck!
 
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dasmurphy

Member
Mar 19, 2025
33
I wish you best of luck mate, may you find whatever you are searching, and hoping, for.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Every good wish, I hope you find all you seek.
 
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spero_meliora

Trial Mod | In hope for better things.
Jan 13, 2025
346
best of luck, may you find the peace you seek on this journey.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,508
I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
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XXXTENTACION

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Mar 6, 2025
74
I appreciate each and every one of your replies.
May we all one day find our true peace, however that may come x
 
Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
811
I wish you peace, may everything go well. Hugs ❤️
 
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XXXTENTACION

Member
Mar 6, 2025
74
I remember being 14 and was going to pick up my girlfriend from school but she told me she would be an hour late.
I got off the bus earlier as I had ways gone passed Mad Andys but never neen it, now was the time!
He was the most useful and kind man. After a bit of a chat he inviting me so see his gaming room in the game (that not a return for groom by the way), and it was like an Aladdins cave for any true console gamer.
Core memory.
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
625
I wish you true peace!
Exit bag and Nitrogen is my method to. I'll be on my way soon, probably in a few weeks.