Claymore7274
never meant to be loved
- Oct 4, 2025
- 115
I just had a discussion with my dad and finally stood up to him, he has been passive/agressive toward me, saying things that hurt way more than punches, he says he's disappointed about me, although i know i don't work, i help at home, workout, take care of myself.
I don't even do drugs but he still sees me as the lowest, worst son he's ever had, ever since i'm 15 he's been like this, it's not like he gives me money or anything, all i want from him is affection and to talk, but i can't have that as well, all he does is belittle me, talking to me like i'm a kid.
I want to enjoy what little time i have left before i hang myself and make sure i'm dead, i still have a lot of things to do. And it sucks he can't understand that
Last year i attempted and now that i've barely recovered from a brain concussion from said attempt he still wont give me a damn break, i'm sick of it
I don't even do drugs but he still sees me as the lowest, worst son he's ever had, ever since i'm 15 he's been like this, it's not like he gives me money or anything, all i want from him is affection and to talk, but i can't have that as well, all he does is belittle me, talking to me like i'm a kid.
I want to enjoy what little time i have left before i hang myself and make sure i'm dead, i still have a lot of things to do. And it sucks he can't understand that
Last year i attempted and now that i've barely recovered from a brain concussion from said attempt he still wont give me a damn break, i'm sick of it
