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imastain

imastain

bleh
May 3, 2023
40
i dont get it man. what the fuck do i do? what the fuck am i supposed to do? fuck. i fucking wish they hated me so i could rope in peace. what do i do? i dont know i dont fucking know this isnt fair man. i have been fucking suicidal since 11 im 21 now what the fuck do i do how much longer do i gotta take this shit for for the sake of keeping others sane..
 
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anorang

anorang

Member
Aug 17, 2024
11
i know that feeling too well, my friend.and sadly, here i am still alive.
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
Writing a note explaining how they can move on might help them a bit. This is also a dilemma I am in.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,114
I understand feeling so tired of it all, I certainly get that it's so dreadful and torturous suffering in this existence, to me existence really is too cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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searchingforpeace

Experienced
Nov 26, 2022
273
The way I feel is you never asked to be born they imposed it on you so so you have to do what's best for you
I have always felt it was strange that what people call love is actually just attachment a lot of the time.
If they truly loved you and you wanted to die wouldn't they support you on what you wanted? But no they assumed that something's wrong with you
 
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skyflame

skyflame

Member
Oct 1, 2024
67
Same here. I wish I had the answer :/
 
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sickboy55

Member
Aug 23, 2024
33
Same, I'm actually angry at my parents because they support me financially, allow to live with them and want me to get better. If they didn't, it would be obvious that my only option is suicide.
 
nebbuolo

nebbuolo

Addicted to the Internet
Oct 17, 2024
3
ugh i absolutely get how you feel, especially when youre told that youre hated only to be told that youre loved five minutes later leaving you with super mixed feelings

in the end trying to keep them sane is only making us go insane which furthers the cycle even more…
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,184
Technically sort of the same, watched my father go, kept my promise to him. It's hard, sorry you feel like this.
 
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