glowing.purple.aura
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- Sep 15, 2025
- 72
Life recently has been so awful and depressing that I've just been trying to stay conscious as little as possible during the day (and as a result have been punished for it by my family).
Every day feels like it might just be the last day of normalcy before my life drastically changes for the worse yet again.
I don't even have the energy to put my feelings into words anymore. I've been trying so hard every day to make a post on here just so I can feel any sense of connection to people and less alone in my pain but it's so much easier to just fall back asleep (especially when the nightmares I've been having are still far better than the life I live). The life where everything is "obey or suffer" with no escape and every day being worse than the last.
I'm so tired of having to live a script written by fallen angels and I'm even more so surprised that I've yet to lose my mind for good.
Every day feels like it might just be the last day of normalcy before my life drastically changes for the worse yet again.
I don't even have the energy to put my feelings into words anymore. I've been trying so hard every day to make a post on here just so I can feel any sense of connection to people and less alone in my pain but it's so much easier to just fall back asleep (especially when the nightmares I've been having are still far better than the life I live). The life where everything is "obey or suffer" with no escape and every day being worse than the last.
I'm so tired of having to live a script written by fallen angels and I'm even more so surprised that I've yet to lose my mind for good.
