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My CTB Thread - Making the Commitment

abstractcat7

abstractcat7

Member
Apr 22, 2026
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I couldn't fucking do it and now I hate myself even more. I fucking hate this.
 
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never mind me

Arcanist
Nov 7, 2022
439
How did you try to ctb?
SI really is a bitch. It's so hard to overcome. So don't beat yourself up because you couldn't go through with ctb.
 
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