Venting My creativity is ruining my future

[Ilostmytoast]

I don't necessarily know if I'm being overly dramatic I tend to other think a lot and other stuff so sorry about that but getting straight to the point to not bore anybody

I tend to have a want to do many things such as music, art, animation, and a couple of small things
But I notice that I keep over doing my goals or ways to do stuff such as animation I have a thought and what to do it I make sure it's small BUT the second later I switch it up to make it how I like it but while doing that I also making it more complicated and then I just forget everything and I get heavily discouraged and I stop instead I stick to playing games simply for joy that or I hang out with my one friend which is rare

I don't know what's wrong with me I have all these ideas but I keep getting discouraged I keep over complicating things and it's eating at me knowing I'll just be worthless if I don't choose smth now I can't take it anymore sometimes

 

[bwonto]

It sounds like a condition called ADHD and I have it too. There's a lot that can be done for it, with medication and otherwise. And none of those things will cost you your creativity - I've had many of my works in both music and visual art take off in ways that are personally satisfying.

You're not worthless and your ideas are probably amazing. It's worth giving them a shot!

 

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I don't necessarily know if I'm being overly dramatic I tend to other think a lot and other stuff so sorry about that but getting straight to the point to not bore anybody

I tend to have a want to do many things such as music, art, animation, and a couple of small things
But I notice that I keep over doing my goals or ways to do stuff such as animation I have a thought and what to do it I make sure it's small BUT the second later I switch it up to make it how I like it but while doing that I also making it more complicated and then I just forget everything and I get heavily discouraged and I stop instead I stick to playing games simply for joy that or I hang out with my one friend which is rare

I don't know what's wrong with me I have all these ideas but I keep getting discouraged I keep over complicating things and it's eating at me knowing I'll just be worthless if I don't choose smth now I can't take it anymore sometimes

Wow, almost exatcly like me wanting to leave one entertainment media in each category. You probably have an ADHD. I really suggest to get one or 2 frame of animation per day or so, much easier on the brain.