my cbt is always postponed 😭

[Defenestration]

my cbt is always postponed

there is always something that means I can't/want to leave problems with parents, sister, pet, roof not available, or other worries of daily life.. or the SI..

It's tiring now it's Christmas and New Year's Day and I'm going to have to wait AGAIN...it probably won't happen before mid-February.... it's very very

In my head already dead... just my body...

 

[zekeyaeger]

Same, I am just suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also feel so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Defenestration]

it's really tiring...it's already hard to overcome the SI ...and when I get there there are always things in life that make it so I can't try to ctb..

 

[Unknown21]

I feel exactly the same, I was supposed to die yesterday or today but some things came up and I had to postpone it until January, I feel like I'm already dead. I can't wait, I want to be free from all this suffering and shitty life. Every time I get closer something happens to make me postpone it again, but I've decided, January is the end.

 

[bipolar22]

Same. been 5 years since I decided its senseless. I fail, postpone or people come and give me false hope so I try to make a life. but later turns out it was all bullshit so back to square one.

 

[Defenestration]

Very boring