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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
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i took the ibuprofen and the tums (the only meds i have available to me), i have written all of the notes i have the energy to write, and i have a timer set to go off in 9 minutes. 9 minutes until i mix my SN and take it. i will be chatting with people and will have someone update you guys on my experience. thank you all for giving me a place to talk when i have nowhere else to turn to. thank you all. it's been a good ride
 
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BlackCatTalk

BlackCatTalk

StrayCat
Apr 28, 2019
198


Send You love, good trip and hope you find your peace
 
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gayprince.exe

gayprince.exe

Member
Mar 20, 2018
46
I wish you the best of luck and hope you find peace!
 
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lonelymountaingirl

lonelymountaingirl

just passing through
Oct 21, 2020
55
Be seeing you.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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All the love and peace in this world and everywhere to/for you. Have a safe and pleasant journey. Wishing that you find the peace that you are looking for. Love and hugs to you!!!!
 
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Dread414

Dread414

Member
Nov 22, 2019
8
Peace and love
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Much love to you and wishes for a peaceful easy journey.
She has taken it by now.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Peace to you
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I'm so sorry life has brought you such pain. I wish you a swift and peaceful exit to the other side :heart:
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
Bye bye. peaceful journey to you.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
212
She's getting dizzy and warm, about to pass out.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
swift travels and peaceful rest.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
very nauseous, and in pain. trying not to vomit.

puking. pain is 6/10.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
212
Pain level 6 ,she said , before puking, shes silent after that.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Pain level 6 ,she said , before puking, shes silent after that.
Can you see her or she is just writing to you?

It's been about 25 minutes since she drank it. Typically when they go silent.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
Pain in stomach? Does she have a second glass?
didn't specify the pain location. there are extra glasses. she updated saying she puked, and kept the first glass in for 10 minutes. says she's blue. pain is easing up. lots of tingling.

no, it's just in SS chat.
willitpass:
i'm scared, i want to call for help
willitpass:
i don't want to live but i don't think i can handle another glas
@ willitpass:
i'm getting very dizzy again
willitpass:
my heading is pointing and i'm dizzy
@ willitpass:
i hear ringing
@ willitpass:
hot and sweaty again
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
212
She just threw up, kept it for 10 minutes , the stomach pain and sweating is better , but her body is tingling and turning blue , shes gonna try drinking another glass.
Shes scared and thinking about calling for help , she hears ringing and hot and sweaty.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
It's sad to hear she is having such an uncomfortable exit.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
212
Can you see her or she is just writing to you?

It's been about 25 minutes since she drank it. Typically when they go silent.

Just writing, in the nsfw chat room.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
willitpass:
i told my boyfriend to fall for help, i don't know if he'll be here i time
willitpass:
i don't want to live, i just don't think this will kill me
willitpass:
if i thought this would kill me i would continue but my body is completely rejecting this in a horrible uncomfortable way
willitpass:
i'm not sure, he made it very trivial as to whether he is actually getting helpnorbjot
willitpass:
my whole body tingles
my fingers are blue
willitpass:
feeling extremely light headed



it's been 28 minutes and she's conscious. :/
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Did she drink the second glass?
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
212
No, she puked the first after 10 minutes. No meto, i think.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
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maybepossiblyithink

Member
Oct 22, 2020
57
I hope she's okay. Whatever that may be, for her.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
3 minutes, no response since. probably passed out, but we don't know if she absorbed enough with only having drank one glass.
I thought she just drank another glass. Let's see what happens and maybe her boyfriend will come.
 
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voidman

voidman

emptiness —> nothingness
Sep 15, 2020
217
Good luck and peace to your soul
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
willitpass:
i feel lien i'm ready to go sleep out ofbconcuoisness i funk it's workinfo

just now, so she's barely conscious?
 
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