Venting My brother is dying! I just want to crawl up and die next to him!

[dontwakemeup]

I'm so tired of my family dying and leaving me here! I just wish I could go with them. I just feel so alone in this world. I don't want to walk in this hospital knowing today I'll be saying goodbye forever. I just feel so sick.

 

[Ijustcantanymore]

Just spend as much time with him as you can. Tell him you love him. Hug him. Fill up the end of his life with love and closeness. Even if it's not typically the way you demonstrate it to each other. Be honest with each other about thoughts and feelings about this. Make sure you both get good closure. So that he can move on peacefully and you can let him go easier. Don't leave anything unresolved.

 

[FishRain3469]

I'm so very sorry to hear that, thoughts and prayers to you guys during this time. ♥ Godspeed.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I just want to OD at the hospital so we can leave together! Im afraid they will notice and save me. I just took my sleeping pills so I can rest and stop crying. Im not talking to my family because theyare mad because I said he is dying, which he is! I'll let them make all the decisions. I don't want to be a part of any decisions. I believe he should be a DNR-CC. He has no quality of life and will soon be a vegetable. I'm just so tired and feel sick.

 

[FishRain3469]

I absolutely cannot blame you for a Second, just go Ahead and do what You feel is best during this tumultuous time in you and your families life.

It's fairly irrelevant so if you wish not to answer I Understand. But was this a tragic accident of sorts, or terminal illness for your brother? Be Strong, you've Got this. Take care . ♥ ☀

 

[Alexandra0]

I'm so sorry. Hang in there. This world is so unfair to living beings

 

[Ijustcantanymore]

Also just a p.s.

We will be here for you. So keep us updated if you can.

*Hugs if you want em*