instormdrains
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- Oct 29, 2025
- 69
Last year I planned to kill myself in December and I wanted to go to a local blood drive to raise my success chance. Also I got to donate blood which I wasn't going to use anymore. The blood drive was coincidentally on my birthday. I ended up attempting the day after my birthday and the entire week I spent trying and trying again but never having the courage to jump. My birthday is coming up soon next month but its been totally ruined and will always be the anniversary of my first attempt. I turned off the birthday notification on insta and I dont want anyone knowing when it is. Any important dates been ruined by your suicidality or anything like that
