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Mar 23, 2018
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Amity Affliction-It's Hell Down Here 💯











Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here

I can feel you writhe
I feel the tears, well in your eyes
Streaming down your face
You haven't seen the sun in days

Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon

I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)

Like a snake, I tire
The cold dark clouds, they steal my light (my light)
You're so distant now
A world away, I'm winding down

Your breaking heart, your daily tears
I'm watching you in slow motion
A broken dream, a deathly calm
There's nothing on the horizon

I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)

No more sunlight
No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends, oh

Oh, no more sunlight

No more dead ends
No more heartbreak
No more dead friends

I can feel your fears
And I can taste your tears
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here (hell down here)
I can see your sorrow
I hope there's no tomorrow
Is it heaven up there?
Because it's hell down here​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Epica-Memory :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


Just remembering when times were better. ;-;










Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember
The time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Every street lamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters at the street lamp gutters
And soon it will be morning

Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
A street lamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with my memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun​
 
NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,007


love this band so much

Days, they come and days, they go
Until no more days set you free

Well on my way, my way to lose me
It strikes me that I don't belong here anymore
As I observe my own reflection, try a happy face
Staring through the warm tears, a sad frown from the cold years
Adieu, I never had the will anyway

Toss a rope over the branch and fall into the night
And here I swing, from my family tree
Say goodnight

Can't you see?
Life is but a dream anyway

juxtaposed with beautiful melodies that sound like they came out of a disney soundtrack... this whole album is a masterpiece!
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Westlife-I Wanna Grow Old With You :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Used to listen to these guys when I was young, sad they weren't as popular in the U.S.
Also was foolish enough to think that could happen for me.










Another day without your smile
Another day just passes by
And now I know
How much it means
For you to stay right here with me

The time we spent apart
Will make our love grow stronger
But it hurts so bad
I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight (our love tonight)
Remains so strong (remains so strong)

It makes our risk (it make our risk)
Right all along
The time we spent apart
Will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go
I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Citizen Soldier-Through Hell :heart::hug::heart:










"Through Hell"

They say the devil's just an angel
That never learned from all his pain
They say the strong are never strangers
To the darkest of their days

I've learned there's beauty in the danger
There's meaning in the misery
Someday you'll look back at what it made you
And you'll never be the same

I had to go through hell
Through hell
To be the person I am today
Had to find myself
Myself
Climbing a mountain of my mistakes
Cause I was worth the war that's underneath my skin
And if I had to I would do it all again
Through hell
Through hell
You want a story to tell
You gotta go through hell

They say you're never gonna make it
Keep you digging just to find fool's gold
I know legends never had to fake it
Born with souls that can't be sold

They're gonna talk you down
Like you're a stupid kid
You gonna wave a white flag
Or are you gonna get pissed
What you call taking punches
I call learning how to live
So keep your prison cell

I'd rather go through hell
Through hell
To be the person I am today
I had to find myself
Myself
Climbing a mountain of my mistakes
Cause I was worth the war that's underneath my skin
And if I had to I would do it all again
Through hell
Through hell
You want a story to tell
You gotta go through hell

You want a story
Want a story you can tell
You gotta go
You gotta go through hell

You want a story
Want a story you can tell

You gotta go cause
If you let go
You'll never know

I had to go through hell
Through hell
Cause sometimes that's the only way

I had to go through hell
Through hell
To be the person I am today
Had to find myself
Myself
Climbing a mountain of my mistakes
Cause I was worth the war that's underneath my skin
And if I had to I would do it all again
Through hell
Through hell
You want a story to tell
You gotta go through hell​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Gloria Estefan-Turn The Beat Around :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down (down, down)
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down (down)
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down (down)
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down (down)

Turn the beat around
Love to hear percussion
Turn it upside down
Love to hear percussion
Love to hear it

Blow horns you sure sound pretty
Your violins keep movin' to the nitty-gritty
When you hear the scratch of the guitars scratchin'
Then you'll know that rhythm carries all the action
Whoa, yeah

Turn the beat around (turn it around)
Love to hear percussion
Turn it upside down (turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down)
Love to hear percussion (yeah)
Love to hear it (got to hear it)

Turn the beat around (round, round, round, round, round, round)
Love to hear percussion (move your feet when you feel the beat, yeah)
Turn it upside down (yeah, yeah)
Love to hear percussion (whoa)
Love to hear it

Flute player play your flute 'cause
I know that you want to get your thing on
But you see I've made up my mind about it

It's got to be the rhythm, no doubt about it, whoa, whoa
'Cause when the guitar player start playing
With the syncopated rhythm, with the scratch, scratch, scratch

Makes me wanna move my body yeah, yeah, yeah
And when the drummer starts beating that beat
He nails that beat with the syncopated rhythm
With the rat, tat-tat-tat-tat-tat on the drums, hey yeah

Turn the beat around (turn it around and around)
Love to hear percussion (oh, yeah)
Turn it upside down (ooh, yeah)
Love to hear percussion (ma, ma, ma, ma)

Love to hear it (yeah)
Love to hear it (woo)
Love to hear it (whoa)
Love to hear it (hey, yeah)

Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down
Turn it up, turn it up, turn it upside down




















Turn the beat around (turn the beat around)
Love to hear percussion (turn the beat around)
Turn it upside down (hey yeah)
Love to hear percussion (ma, ma, ma, ma)

Turn the beat around (hey yeah)
Love to hear percussion (move your feet when you feel the beat)
Turn it upside down (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love to hear percussion

Turn the beat around (turn the beat around)
Love to hear percussion
Turn it upside down (turn it upside down)
Love to hear percussion (love to hear it)
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Asking Alexandria-Dark Void :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

If you scratch under the surface, try to find a purpose
I wonder what the dead would find
Trapped inside the prison of my mind, and I'm
Sick of messing up, up, but forget it now
Every time I try to stop, stop I fall apart
Lost deep down, I'm searching for a glimpse of hope
I'm sick of messing up, up but forget it now

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
Just let me be, my savior, please
Help me crawl out the darkness

If you're digging through the dirt to see what you can find inside
Trapped inside the prison of my mind, and I
Try to live in the moment, lost my mind, now I'm broken
Can't escape the darkness that's been dragging me down
Lost deep down, I'm searching for a glimpse of hope

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
Just let me be, my savior, please
Give me hope for the hopeless through the dark void
Void, void, void, void, void, void

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance, one more chance

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
One more chance to fall asleep inside (Just let me be)
This nightmare that's taking every part of me (My savior, please)
One more chance to fall asleep
Inside, this nightmare that's taking every part of me

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
 
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SomePeacePlease

Passenger
May 28, 2023
1
Surely this have been posted before, but I have never ever heard any song that is word for word EXACTLY how I feel. I have a son that is of early school age, and he's my one and only reason for not having CTB a long while ago. After 23 years of MDD, in and out of institutions, 20 ECT(Electroshock), and diagnosed as "Chronic Suicidal", the only thought that haunts me is of my dear son dealing with the trauma, once I'm free. He is my everything, but I can't go on. Messed up, I know. Regardless, I've never heard a song that is down to the dot how I feel/plan.




🎶
Yeah, where do i start?
Feel like i'm losing myself
I know i am messed up inside
But how am i wrong for refusing to help?
I feel likt it can't be fixed
Maybe i am stuck in the dark
I don't think all the pills can fix the pain in my heart, So i guess it is pointless


I lay in the dark in my sorrow, today i just gave it my all
But there isn't enough for tomorrow
'Cause i am tired of the pain, i am tired of fightin'
Just tell me what it is worth
To give my all to these people for me to be selfless
Just to be filled with this hurt
What is the point?
'Causе i cannot see anymore
I fell like thеre is no point in living my life 'cause i am not me anymore
And they say it gets better but it's been forever so i don't think i believe it
It properly get better when time, but i won't be here to see it

But please don't be mad
It's not that i am weak i am just tired
I wish my heart wasn't broken, 'cause then i could work on my mind
But life isn't fair i know, and not being happy is killin' me
I try to be vocal, they listen
But i don't think that you're hearing me
I hate that i am broken, i hate that i am stupid, I hate that i fell like a mistake, i hate when i am talking to god i feel like he don't listen to when i prey


I hate that i look in the mirror
And i hate the man lookin' back
I hate that i am so insecure
I just wish you'd understand


Mama if you listen, please don't be mad
I know what i am doing ain't right
Your son isn't perfect
I am not a fighter, i want you to know that i tried
I want you to know that i love you
But lately i don't feel like me
It was nothing that you did, you did what you could
It's something that is wrong with me


Since i was young, I have always felt like this
I never thought that i belonged
And this isn't because i am depressed, it's 'cause i feel so alone
It's 'cause i feel like a burden
I am always living with grief
I've always felt like a problem, that's why everyone leaves
But really, i am sorry; i know you wanted what's best for me
The world has been takin' my soul
But i leave you everything left in me
I love you forever and always
To the moment you know i am gone
That moment is sooner than later
I love you, sincerely your son..

🎶
 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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@jazzcat you have heard this? One of my favorite fusion albums
 
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