howl pendragon

howl pendragon

What matters is you, and not the state of you.
May 1, 2023
63


I love this part of this song:

Hey
I know I shouldn't say it
But
There could be someone else that doesn't look away when I
Tear my heart out of my chest


I believe there's something very special about you exposing your heart completely to someone, in the rawest, dirtiest, most unfiltered way, and them being able to not look away. Of accepting, understanding, and appreciating the sincerity of the moment, simply staying there, without looking away.
 
MentalStefan

MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
240
Beatiful depressive suicidal black metal, makes me feel in an ambivalent way. On one hand it intensifies my feeling of despair and sadness, on the other it provides a feeling of relief and understanding. There is something addicting about dsbm

 
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MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
240
Today I just feel empty. I've been depressed for fucking 14 years. Tried everything to improve my state, everything failed. I'm probably autistic and it's source of my problems but I'm 23 yo and it is practically impossible to get any diagnosis because i'm too old. I won't also receive any treatment. I will give myself one last chance and if it also fails then I will refuse to get any treatment or therapy. I will just say that I had done everything to save my life. I want to cry all the time. I slept 10 hours yet I still feel tired.
 
WaffleMan

WaffleMan

Wanting to escape
May 16, 2023
104
One of the things keeping me around is my massive desire to go to a hatsune miku concert at some point I dont know what it is about the music but I fell in love with it at a young age and it has been with me since

 
WaffleMan

WaffleMan

Wanting to escape
May 16, 2023
104
dark souls and the games similar made by from software kept me from CTBing for a long time so the music is very important to me

 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
5,500
Rihanna-SOS :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
You know, I've never felt like this before (oh, oh)
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
This feels like, so unreal (oh, oh)

I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up
And I'm aggressive, just one thought ain't close enough
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you

I'm the question, and you're of course the answer
Just hold me close, boy, 'cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself, got me calling out for help

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
I can't take it, see it don't feel right

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence, and I second guess my sanity
Yes, it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanity
My tummy's up in knots, and when I see you, it gets so hot
My common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lock

Take on me (uh-huh), you know inside you feel it right
Take me on, I could just die up in your arms tonight
I melt with you, you got me head over heels (over heels)
Boy, you keep me hanging on, the way you make me feel

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (Y-O-U are)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it ('cause you on my mind)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me (someone come and rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Boy, you know you got me feeling open
And, boy, your love's enough with words unspoken
I said, boy, I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do, it's true
I'm going crazy over you, I'm begging

S-O-S, please, someone help me (somebody help me, yeah)
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (oh, why you makin' this hard for me, baby?)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please, someone come and rescue me (someone rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it (all of the time)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
 
AerialBoundaries

AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
259


If you're sick and you're lonely, out of work and you're hungry, the sentence is 2 years more.
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
5,500
Make Them Suffer-Ghost Of Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)

(Do you really want to hurt me now?)

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break

Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)

See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
 
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psp3000

psp3000

your favourite handheld's favourite handheld
May 20, 2023
102
adding these to my personal favourites for when I want to be productive or when I want to pretend I'm elsewhere


this one reminds me of old point and click games and adventure games especially the game Golden Axe
 
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Barzakh

Barzakh

Member
Apr 7, 2019
14


So many mountains too high to climb
So many rivers, so long, but I'm
Doin' the hard stuff, I'm doin' my time
I'm doin' it for us, for our family line

Do you think about heaven? Oh
Do you think about me?
My pastor told me (I'll do it, I'll do it)
"When you leave, all you take (I did it, I did it)
Oh, is your memories"
 
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