Resource Music MegaThread

[Conker]

borderline necrophilia is less miserable I guess...

 

[MentalStefan]

Today I just feel empty. I've been depressed for fucking 14 years. Tried everything to improve my state, everything failed. I'm probably autistic and it's source of my problems but I'm 23 yo and it is practically impossible to get any diagnosis because i'm too old. I won't also receive any treatment. I will give myself one last chance and if it also fails then I will refuse to get any treatment or therapy. I will just say that I had done everything to save my life. I want to cry all the time. I slept 10 hours yet I still feel tired.

 

[WaffleWoman]

One of the things keeping me around is my massive desire to go to a hatsune miku concert at some point I dont know what it is about the music but I fell in love with it at a young age and it has been with me since

 

[leeloosnow]

this song its different when you really wanna go

 

[WaffleWoman]

dark souls and the games similar made by from software kept me from CTBing for a long time so the music is very important to me

 

[Rocinante]

 

[mia.wallace]

Chris Cornell - Seasons

 

[THRESHOLDBRAT]

 

[Myforevercharlie]

The moment I let go of it was the moment
I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it
Was the moment I touched down

 

[Rocinante]

 

[mia.wallace]

 

[Lost in a Dream]

 

[Rocinante]

 

[murmur]

 

[Conker]

what did he mean by this?

 

[Rocinante]

I think I post this song too much but it's among my favorite

 

[NumbItAll]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Rihanna-SOS










La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
You know, I've never felt like this before (oh, oh)
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
This feels like, so unreal (oh, oh)

I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up
And I'm aggressive, just one thought ain't close enough
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you

I'm the question, and you're of course the answer
Just hold me close, boy, 'cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself, got me calling out for help

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
I can't take it, see it don't feel right

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence, and I second guess my sanity
Yes, it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanity
My tummy's up in knots, and when I see you, it gets so hot
My common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lock

Take on me (uh-huh), you know inside you feel it right
Take me on, I could just die up in your arms tonight
I melt with you, you got me head over heels (over heels)
Boy, you keep me hanging on, the way you make me feel

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (Y-O-U are)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it ('cause you on my mind)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me (someone come and rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Boy, you know you got me feeling open
And, boy, your love's enough with words unspoken
I said, boy, I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do, it's true
I'm going crazy over you, I'm begging

S-O-S, please, someone help me (somebody help me, yeah)
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (oh, why you makin' this hard for me, baby?)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please, someone come and rescue me (someone rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it (all of the time)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh

 

[Rocinante]

one of my favorite bands

 

[Rocinante]

 

[AerialBoundaries]

Loved the DK series growing up.

 

[AerialBoundaries]

If you're sick and you're lonely, out of work and you're hungry, the sentence is 2 years more.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Make Them Suffer-Ghost Of Me










See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)

(Do you really want to hurt me now?)

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break

Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)

See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you

 

[Float On Okay]

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[Float On Okay]

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[AerialBoundaries]

 

[winamp]

adding these to my personal favourites for when I want to be productive or when I want to pretend I'm elsewhere


this one reminds me of old point and click games and adventure games especially the game Golden Axe

 

[Barzakh]

So many mountains too high to climb
So many rivers, so long, but I'm
Doin' the hard stuff, I'm doin' my time
I'm doin' it for us, for our family line

Do you think about heaven? Oh
Do you think about me?
My pastor told me (I'll do it, I'll do it)
"When you leave, all you take (I did it, I did it)
Oh, is your memories"

 

[Float On Okay]

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[klavikula]

These are the ones I could not do without.
In alphabetical order:

AmenRa: MassV/MassVI/De Doorn
Bennie Maupin: The jewel in the lotus
Black Sabbath: Black Sabbath
The Caretaker: Everywhere, an empty bliss/An empty bliss beyond this world
The Cure: 17 seconds/Pornography/Disintegration
Darkher: The buried storm
David Crosby: If I could only remember my name
Dead Can Dance: Within the realm of a dying sun
Diamanda Galás: The divine punishment
Dj Shadow: Endtroducing
Dopplereffekt: Calabi yau space/Athanatos
Elegy: inside
Emma Ruth Rundle: Marked for death/On dark horses
Fvnerals: The light/Let the earth be silent
Goldie: Timeless
Golem Mecanique: Nona Decima Morta
Hell: Hell
Hildegard Von Bingen: Canticles of ecstasy
Holy other: Held
Joni Mitchell: Song to the seagul
Kara Karayev: Violin Concerto
Keith Jarrett: Koln concert/Carnegie Hall concert/book of ways
Keluar: Keluar
Krafwerk: Radioactivity/Computerwelt
Led Zeppelin: I
Linda Perhacs: Parallelograms
Lingua Ignota: All bitches die/Caligula
Lou Reed: Magic and loss/Berlin
Gustav Mahler: Symphony Nº5
Marta Forsberg: To all frequencies I cannot sense for quartet
Miles Davis: Bitches Brew/Kind of blue/Nefertiti/Filles de Kilimanjaro
Minuit Machine: Sainte Rave
Morder Machine: DeathShow
Mount Eerie: After
New Order: Power Corruption and lies
Nick Drake: Bryter Layter/Pink Moon
Order of Nine Angels: Mark of the beast
Pallbearer: Sorrow and extiction
Pan Dajing: Jade/Sex and disease
Primitive Man: Immersion
Salem: Fires in heaven/King night
Samuel Kerridge: Always offended, never ashamed/The other
Alfred Schnittke: Concerto Grosso nº1
Scott Henderson: Vibe Station
Slayer: Seasons in the abyss
Sonic Youth: Bad moon rising/Dirty/Daydream nation
SOS Gunver Ryberg: Solfald/Dekmantel/Aftryk
Steely Dan: Aja
The Stooges: Fun house
Suicide: Suicide
Sunn O))): Black one/Life Metal/Pyroclasts/Metta
Swans: Filth
Tarne Spirer: Varmblod
Thomas Brinkmann: A 1000 keys
Thou: Heathen
Tribal Tech: Thick
Tyshawn Sorey: Alloy/The adronment of time/Pillars
Vangelis: Blade Runner O.S./Invisible connections/Private collection
Vijay Iyer & Wadada Leo Smith: A cosmic rhythm with each stroke
Windhand: Soma
Years of denial: Human tragedy

Sorry for the long list.