hi, so i have 2 (edit: 3, lol) songs i wanted to share. they're both by the same artist actually, but they have different meanings and tone. they both are sort of rap, sort of indie? idk, i don't really think either of these fully fits into a genre. the first one is Wounded Healer by Watsky. it's about his dad's best friend who ctb and dealing with the grief and aftermath of that i guess. please don't listen if that's something that might upset you. but i like it because i can relate to a lot of it, and it doesn't feel like a "suic1de iz bad dont do it" song to me, it just feels like it's from the heart.
and the other one is Talking to Myself, also by Watsky. this one is very theraputic to me, almost too much so. it makes me feel somewhat normal and motivated. there's a lot in here that i can relate to, and that i think a lot of people on here could relate to.
bonus: i just remembered 2 of his other songs (Lovely Things Suite parts 2-3) that are explicitly about ctb. i don't wanna give too much away about these, but they're also very relatable and therapeutic to me, although again, i guess he focused on finding reasons to live rather than promoting ctb. but i can imagine myself listening to part 3 when i ctb.
part 2 starts at 3:59