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jerkbybile

jerkbybile

SPIRAL OUT
Jan 21, 2026
23
when you feel particularly rough or shitty, what kind of music do you like to listen to? feel free to leave playlists or specific tracks.

here are a few tracks that i tend to enjoy in those moments:
cheap vodka — acid bath
israel's son — silverchair
nurse grenade — angel spit
ura fucking loser — bile
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
287
kindergarten boyfriend and lifeboat from heathers
and call your mom by noah kahan or white noise by will wood if i need to be calmed down.
 
GyreOfAsh

GyreOfAsh

To speak into oblivion, or concede to silence.
Feb 15, 2026
83
Depends on what specific emotional state I'm in:

i want the world to burn


just don't piss me off
 
BadVibes

BadVibes

When I Die Bury Me At The Labubu Plaza
Jan 18, 2025
17
really anything by the strokes/voidz. i also like beach house though i haven't listened to all their music yet
 
tasmaka

tasmaka

Neutral good
Feb 14, 2026
52
Since middle school my episodes always come down to brutal death metal, no specifics just overall, for that time it was.

Dusky vision- DEVILOOF
any carnifex
Dead set on suicide - cattle decap
And this one niche band colpolscopy… their work is pretty gnarly but I rlly love that stuff.
 
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