Mushrooms and an?

[deathbydesign]

Tonight is the night. I held on for so much longer than I wanted to/ but all that did was give me more reasons to go.

I don't have benzos they proved too hard to obtain for me. I have the rest for the sn protocol. But someone gave me a mushroom chocolate bar and I've never done them. Would it help me push through any SI?

 

[Obliviate]

Hi so sorry that this is it.

A mushroom chocolate bar? As in psychedelics? I'm not sure how your body would react. You could have delusions and end up screaming, having an episode which could be the opposite of the calm demeanor you want. Also it could interfere with your cognitive ability for the rest of the protocol.

 

[deathbydesign]

Hi so sorry that this is it.

A mushroom chocolate bar? As in psychedelics? I'm not sure how your body would react. You could have delusions and end up screaming, having an episode which could be the opposite of the calm demeanor you want. Also it could interfere with your cognitive ability for the rest of the protocol.

Ok thank you. I've never done them I just was told it intensifies the things you are already feeling. Which is why I haven't tried it yet, I wanted a happy moment to try it, to intensify that and not the despair I typically feel. But unfortunately haven't had a happy moment.

So I thought maybe if I was feeling suicidal and ready to die, that maybe the mushrooms would intensify that feeling for me.

But your explanation makes sense

 

[plzoffme]

I have done mushroom's and it might actually make you want to live. I would not personally mix it. I plan on listening to peaceful music while taking my magic sauce haha

 

[Obliviate]

What's it like being on mushrooms?

 

[lasttogo]

Ok thank you. I've never done them I just was told it intensifies the things you are already feeling. Which is why I haven't tried it yet, I wanted a happy moment to try it, to intensify that and not the despair I typically feel. But unfortunately haven't had a happy moment.

So I thought maybe if I was feeling suicidal and ready to die, that maybe the mushrooms would intensify that feeling for me.

But your explanation makes sense

I would really suggest you not taking the mushrooms if you have not had experience with them. Psychedelics heighten your senses so you will be scared, hyper-aware, and most likely want to back out of your ctb at some point, especially after it is too late to do so. I think it would be quite horrifying, or the potential for it to be is super high anyways

 

[deathbydesign]

I would really suggest you not taking the mushrooms if you have not had experience with them. Psychedelics heighten your senses so you will be scared, hyper-aware, and most likely want to back out of your ctb at some point, especially after it is too late to do so. I think it would be quite horrifying, or the potential for it to be is super high anyways

Thank you. I'm glad I asked

 

[lasttogo]

Youre welcome, I am glad you asked too :)

Thank you. I'm glad I asked