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Pony

Pony

Sad transgirl
Sep 2, 2019
98
i would let my boyfriend kill me, i'd even put the gun in his hand.
I've been trying to ask my ex to help me ctb but he won't talk to me anymore so I need to do it on my own
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
You're fashionably late, don't sweat it.
You're fashionably late, don't sweat it.
Do you know Kiera by any chance?

He got a pussy put in place because he was a tall guy, but wasn't very masculine at all and felt immensely out of place.

He even developed a hunchback from stooping all the time as people would naturally look at the tall man in the street.
Could tell he was a chick for years though, I clocked when I heard him arguing with this airline one time.

Was like something out of mean girls. Very comical indeed.

She's happier now though.

Bless.
 
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Toonloon

Toonloon

Experienced
Nov 17, 2020
253
Suicide. I've almost been strangled by a trick before. The fight or flight instinct kicked in quickly. But also I didn't want to die that day lol irony right?
But I want to do it myself cause I can trust myself to do follow through and not have second thoughts.
 
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Pony

Pony

Sad transgirl
Sep 2, 2019
98
You're fashionably late, don't sweat it.

Do you know Kiera by any chance?

He got a pussy put in place because he was a tall guy, but wasn't very masculine at all and felt immensely out of place.

He even developed a hunchback from stooping all the time as people would naturally look at the tall man in the street.
Could tell he was a chick for years though, I clocked when I heard him arguing with this airline one time.

Was like something out of mean girls. Very comical indeed.

She's happier now though.

Bless.
nah idk who youre talking about
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
No way?

I thought you were a local gyal, sorry.
 
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Kbeau

Student
Jan 17, 2021
139
If you had the choice between suicide and letting people kill you(possibly torture you) which would you choose and why?
I'd prefer to hire someone to shoot me in the head instead of suicide. Easier on loved ones (murdered vs suicide) and no issues with life insurance being paid out
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
6'4 with the curvature, but should be 6'6.

Or perhaps a different Kiera?
 
Pony

Pony

Sad transgirl
Sep 2, 2019
98
must be someone else, kiera bell was in the news recently so thought you might have meant her but it feels like you're talking about someone you know irl.
 
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booray

Can’t do this anymore
Jan 28, 2021
394
I think I'm too much of a control freak to allow someone else to determine how I die. So suicide it has to be then.
 
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Nicothe13th

Student
Jan 6, 2021
188
I think I'm too much of a control freak to allow someone else to determine how I die. So suicide it has to be then.
You sound like Kiera too, dafuq is this
 
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the_final_countdown

Specialist
Dec 29, 2020
337
Kill me. Even with the torture. I'm already living a tortured existence.

Many people will die brutal deaths in hospitals. Their suffering will be uncomfortable and prolonged and stretch for months.

A couple days of torture would be terrible. It would be sad and cruel. But it would end. My god it would finally end.

I'd rather have three days of torture than 60 years of discomfort and suffering.

It's not even close.
 
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enuff

had enuff
Sep 10, 2020
173
Like a gang of people actively seeking you out and torturing you more like junko furuta
whao i aint never heard of that one. its new to me.
the world is full of fucked up people.
add that one to my list above.
 
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Death.is.certain

Stuck between a rock and a hardplace
Dec 22, 2020
24
What do you mean riding my bike home from work?
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,980
I've been run over twice. First time by a police car, second time by a tractor. I can only comment on my own experience but it only resulted in broken bones and bruises. And concussion. And I shat myself. Literally.
You got hit by a Tractor and lived? Are you a Terminator Mick? :-)
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
I'd like both, also an execution. If someone would be happy giving me agonizing death it would be ok for me, as long as I'm dead then
 
Mentalmick

Mentalmick

IMHOTEP!!!
Nov 30, 2020
2,050
You got hit by a Tractor and lived? Are you a Terminator Mick? :-)
Nah, it was an old Massey Ferguson that me and a pal "borrowed" my older cousin came out and threw a bucket of water at us, so I thought I'd jump out but my pal kept driving and went straight over my leg. It was pushed into the softish ground so it didn't break, just severe bruising. Should of seen my pals face. I would of laughed if I wasn't to busy crying.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,980
Nah, it was an old Massey Ferguson that me and a pal "borrowed" my older cousin came out and threw a bucket of water at us, so I thought I'd jump out but my pal kept driving and went straight over my leg. It was pushed into the softish ground so it didn't break, just severe bruising. Should of seen my pals face. I would of laughed if I wasn't to busy crying.
Still those old Massey's weigh a bit despite being a small tractor, either a little grey fergie or a red 35 or a red & grey Massey Ferguson 135/165/185 the weight is considerable! You were lucky you were on soft ground,but I'm just glad your ok Mick!
 

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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
I'm too much of a coward to kill myself so ...
 
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Death.is.certain

Stuck between a rock and a hardplace
Dec 22, 2020
24
You not feel like killing someone then using that as momentum to kill yourself?

There's plenty of baddies

Did the transisition go not as planned?
Tempting going out and taking someone with me but dont know if i could take someone elses life let alone my own
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,471
Hmm,I would like someone to physically help me with my suicide and soothe me through the whole ordeal (back rubs/pep talks, whatever). I believe in court that kinda counts as murder.

Don't know why anyone would wanna be tortured before dying. Being alive has been enough torture imo.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Visionary
Mar 21, 2019
2,558
I've been trying to ask my ex to help me ctb but he won't talk to me anymore so I need to do it on my own
Shouldn't you work on your transition before you ctb? Life may be better then.
 

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