monophobia making life unbearable

[Minerva___]

Does anyone here experience monophobia, fear of being alone, while being lonely and alone most of the time, and also misanthropic?
I can't live like this, it's horrifying, I'm never okay

 

[mortuum]

i understand how you feel. im the same way
i dont like people. i feel like everyone is predictable, malicious, and undeserving of trust. however, being lonely is unbelievably soul crushing and suffocating. it feels inescapable.

i hope you find peace and relief from your suffering

 

[Minerva___]

i understand how you feel. im the same way
i dont like people. i feel like everyone is predictable, malicious, and undeserving of trust. however, being lonely is unbelievably soul crushing and suffocating. it feels inescapable.

i hope you find peace and relief from your suffering

Omg I believed for so long I was the only one!

How do you deal with it?

 

[kunikuzushi]

Yes having any sort of relationship with someone brings me pain to the point that I've almost completely isolated myself. But I have the biggest fear of being alone. And I want to die because of how unbearable it is.

I'm sorry you feel something similar

 

[mortuum]

Omg I believed for so long I was the only one!

How do you deal with it?

honestly, i dont have a full proof way of dealing with it. just something i have to deal with day by day.

my advice for you is to assess why you're so afraid of being alone. it may be due to previous bad relationships. if so, try to confront and work through those emotions and memories.
in general though, be patient with yourself, allow yourself to be vulnerable, and try find people who make you feel safe/accepted :)