Kabalite
Black Heart
- Jul 17, 2026
- 19
My life continues to crumble. Former lovers hate me, my legal and financial situations look grim and even if I survive everything it'll be in a life that continues to be miserable and filled with things I don't want but have to deal with.
Tomorrow I plan on buying a shotgun and waiting until night to find some secluded place. Beforehand I'll write out and print some notes for people and schedule a few texts, put the barrel in my mouth, aim for the brainstem as best I can, and leave. I can't handle this pain and fear anymore.
Tomorrow I plan on buying a shotgun and waiting until night to find some secluded place. Beforehand I'll write out and print some notes for people and schedule a few texts, put the barrel in my mouth, aim for the brainstem as best I can, and leave. I can't handle this pain and fear anymore.
