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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Awaken I Am-Relic :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Why do I find that it's harder to tell the truth when it's tearing me apart?
Like a moth to a flame, I can't help that I'm drawn to you

And now I notice part of me could tell where I was wrong
When I felt the best part of me
Leave the day you said that you were gone
But I'm where it all started
And I'm still falling, this is all there is

I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
And it never seems to end

I'm giving in this time, it's alright
If we're born to live and live to die
Then I don't wanna lie to buy a little time
If that's what it takes for me to feel alive

Now I know that things I did were wrong
But I felt the best part of me
Leave the day you said that you were gone
But I'm where it all started
And I'm still falling, this is all there is

I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
And it never seems to end

Well, I've watched you as you've turned from gold
To a shadow made of stone
But how could I ever let you go
With your hands around my throat?

I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
I can feel your blood in my veins
And I feel your voice in every breath, you're calling my name
And it never seems to end
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Sevendust-Everything :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






I SHUT DOWN,
I'D RATHER BE LEFT OUT
I USED TO NEED SO MUCH MORE FROM YOU
NOW I'M A BIT COLDER
NO YOU,
DON'T KNOW WHAT I GO THROUGH
STAND OVER ME
DAMN I WANNA BE A FIGHTER
OH MY GOD, WHERE DO YOU WANT ME
OH IT DOESN'T MATTER WHERE I RUN
SO INSECURE IT FUCKING KILLS ME
WHAT DO YOU WANNA SEE
I'M GONNA MAKE YOU BELIEVE
THAT I CAN BE EVERYTHING YEAH, THAT I
CAN BE ANYTHING
SO DON'T CHANGE A FUCKING THING
DON'T WALK AWAY FROM ME
NO YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING
YEAH I CAN BE ANYTHING
NOTHING
I'D RATHER BE NOTHING
THEN TRY TO BE THE THING YOU WANTED
TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AGAIN SOMETHING,
CAN I BELIEVE SOMETHING
LET GO OF ME
DAMN YOUR A GOOD LIAR
OH MY GOD, WHY DO YOU WANT ME
WHAT EVER HAPPENS NOW I KNOW-
I'M GONNA BE JADED, I'M GONNA
FEEL EMPTY-
I'M GONNA BE EVERYTHING YOU
HATE ME TO BE
YOU LOVE TO BE- YOU TAKE
ANYTHING YOU WANT
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality

Blegh

There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie

I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me

A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
 
FormerlyFe(IV)

FormerlyFe(IV)

Snapped.
Jun 27, 2023
419
Darkwater - Breathe (Prog/Power Metal)



Lyrics:
Lost in this fear, my wrongs are so clear
Much too late to make amends
Ripped from my hands, deprived from my life
All will soon come to an end

I can see you, still can hear you
All with me, torn apart

I feel you breathe beside me
I won't let you go without me

Time cannot heal, this pain so unreal
Life has been no friend of mine
It twist and it turns, by failure I learn
All too late cause this could be divine

Nothing lasts in my hands
It slips through like sand

I can see you, still can hear you
All with me, torn apart

I feel you breathe beside me
I won't let you go without me

Life could be divine, but nothing lasts in my hands
It slips through like sand

I feel you breathe beside me
I won't let you go without me
So just breathe
I feel you breathe beside me
I won't let you go without me​
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Chelsea Grin-Sing To The Grave :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

I will sing to the grave

There's no light, but it feels like morning
I'll deny till I hear the doves sing
It's not goodbye if we meet again
So to you, my friend, I will sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

All the memories that you gave to me
I'm all messed up, thinking about you
Oh God, I want to see your face
I'd pull you from the grave just so I could say goodbye
Goodbye

It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

I can remember when you left this place
Couldn't perceive it, didn't wanna believe it
All of this time to reflect in me
Where your soul lies, now you're free
Now you're free
Now you're free

You will live forever
You will live forever, goodbye
You will live forever
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Crowbar-Slave No More :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Slowly drowning thru my own abuse
Nothing changes anymore
Thought I'd taste the freedom long ago
Not the man I was before

Slave no more
Slave no more

Hold that bottle as I start to sink - comatose and fading slow
One more time I always tell myself
Dragged down by the undertow
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Dieth-Dont Get Mad.... Get Even :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

I've been sitting here towing the line
All the while you were wasting my time
You always said nice guys finish last
But I'll have the last laugh

I've been waiting, biding my time
You're feeding me bull with all your lines
I've seen the movie I know how it ends
You screw up, and I'm fighting back

I've already been there
I know how it goes
I'll show you the exit where
The rubber meets the road

Settle the score
Sweet taste of revenge
Don't get mad get even!
You played me dirty
Right to the end
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Got no time for lies and stealin'
All my wounds, now they are healing
I'm calling your bluff and now you see me
My light is strong, but you can't see

I've already been there
I know how it goes
I'll show you the exit where
The rubber meets the road

Settle the score
Sweet taste of revenge
Don't get mad get even!
You played me dirty
Right to the end
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!

I've already been there
I know how it goes
I'll show you the exit where
The rubber meets the road

Settle the score
Sweet taste of revenge
Don't get mad get even!
You played me dirty
Right to the end
Don't get mad get even!

Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
Don't get mad get even!
 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Mike's Dead-Welcome To Hell :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Video will premiere @ 7pm 7/27/23)




 
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Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Upon A Burning Body-Red Razor Wrists :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










I'm not sorry for the way that I am

The price of power

When you've never had anything
How far would you go to have it all?
They told me i could have everything
But I never thought I'd have to take the fall
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for
Greed is the priority, it's fucking killing me

Red Razor Wrists I don't know if I'll even make it to hell
Red Razor Wrists I don't know if I'll even make it to hell

It's like the harder I try the more I fail
I'M A GOD DAMN MONSTER

All my life searching for something
All my life it's left me with nothing now

Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
I can't see I can't feel anymore
Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for

Go ahead and turn your back to me
Here's a big fuck you, the first one's free
On your knees or on the throne
In the end we all still die alone
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for
Greed's the priority it's fucking killing me

It's like the harder I try the more I fail
I'M A GOD DAMN MONSTER

All my life searching for something
All my life it's left me with nothing now

Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
I can't see I can't feel anymore
Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
Oh so heavy lies the crown that you paid for

Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands
Blood in my eyes
Blood on my hands

I'M A GOD DAMN MONSTER
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Kill The Lights-Broken Bones :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Broken bones!

I wait here slowly dying
Killing my heart for nothing
My world will never be the same
I bathe in guilt and sadness
Shelter my eyes from madness
I mask these feelings of regret
I'm letting go but

Your dead inside but still alive
There's nothing left but broken bones
You're full of lies rotting inside
There's nothing left but broken bones
Broken bones!

I swallow all your embers
My burning heart surrenders
Show me we'll make it out alive
Those crooked thieves surprise you
Capture the man inside who
Wondered this world to hide his pain
I'm letting go but

Your dead inside but still alive
There's nothing left but broken bones
You're full of lies rotting inside
There's nothing left but broken bones
Broken bones!

Your dead inside but still alive
There's nothing left but broken bones
Your dead inside but still alive
There's nothing left but broken bones
You're full of lies rotting inside
There's nothing left but broken bones
Broken bones!
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Metallica-Whiskey In The Jar :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









As I was going over the Cork and Kerry mountains
I saw Captain Farrell, his money he was counting
I first produced my pistol, then produced my rapier
I said stand and deliver or the devil, he may take ya

I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money, yeah, and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she'd love me, no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o

Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Taking Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven, in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols and I shot him with both barrels, yeah

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da, yeah-yeah
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o

Yeah-ah, whiskey
Yeah-whoa, whiskey

Now some men like the fishing, some men like the fowling
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannon ball a-roaring
Me, I like sleeping 'specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da, yeah-yeah
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o, yeah

Whiskey in the jar-o, yeah

Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Hey, mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da
Mush-a ring dum-a-doo-dum-a-da, yeah
 
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SpaceBoyEvangef

"Gonna get you like a space boy!"
Aug 16, 2023
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SUCH A GOOD SONG OH MY GODDDD i didnt think i would find a darkthrone fan here
Ohhh I love all sorts of music! Feel free to priv msg me abt music if u wanna :)
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Urne-The Burden :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(No lyrics yet for this one) 😐





Urne-The Burden :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(No lyrics yet for this one) 😐




 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Gory Blister-Greedy Existence :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Trapped
in a greedy-gone world of brutality
Minds fallen behind their shadows
and they make your choice behind
Behold
how the greed leads each other
No way to avoid the order
a chaos we must go through
Behind confusion awaits the truth
for us we deserve
Greedy Existence is the steady flow
Greedy
Greedy Existence makes a fixed raw
existence
Trapped
in a greedy-gone world of brutality
Minds fallen behind their shadows
and they make your choice behind
Greedy Existence is the steady flow
Greedy
Greedy Existence makes a fixed raw
existence
Behold
how the greed leads each other
No way, to avoid the order
a chaos we must go through
Behind confusion awaits the truth
for us we deserve
Behind confusion awaits the truth
for us we deserve
Greedy Existence is the steady flow
Greedy
Greedy Existence makes a fixed raw
existence
Trapped
in a greedy-gone world of brutality
Minds fallen behind their shadows
and they make your choice behind
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Of Mice And Men-War Paint :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




Unending, desolate
It lurks in the nothingness
In the dark I whisper
Knowing that it listens
And from the void it speaks

"Run and don't look back"
"Run and don't look back"

Stay close to the fire
Steady your breath and aim
Ready your war paint
Just keep your eyes open
And try to stay awake
Ready your war paint
Go

Starve the revenant
Scorched Earth to cover up the tracks
In the dark I scream
Knowing that it hears me
"I am not afraid"
"Come and look me in my fucking face, liar"

Stay close to the fire
Steady your breath and aim
Ready your war paint
Just keep your eyes open
And try to stay awake
Ready your war paint

I refuse to snuff my light
I refuse to run and hide
I won't let it drag me off into the night
No, not without a fight
Not without a fight
Not without a fight
Ready your war paint

Ready your war paint
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Arrival Of Autumn-One More Day :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






I'll die the moment I get this right
Day after day
There's no relief
I'm done suffering through this life
I'll take it back for me
We all suffocate in strife
Before the final decay

There's no stopping
We are rotting
Silenced but not alone
Our names will be carved in stone
Our time has come
To stop being a pawn in another game
I've seen the end
We can write it again and deny this fate
There's no retreat
When we all fight these battles
I won't live their way for one more day

Disguised, the villains dressed In white
Drowning in hate
There's no relief
I see the way they pollute us
Corrupting everything
We're all fighting to survive
And escape the hell they made

There's no stopping
We are rotting
Silenced but not alone
Our names will be carved in stone

Our time has come
To stop being a pawn in another game
I've seen the end
We can write it again and deny this fate
There's no retreat
When we all fight these battles
I won't live their way for one more day
One more day

Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing
Then I start to think
Then I think it's nice to be nothing

Our time has come
To stop being a pawn in another game
I've seen the end
We can write it again and deny this fate
There's no retreat
When we all fight these battles
I won't live their way for one more day

They suffer, they suffer
I tried to look away
I suffer, I suffer
Another anxious day
Go under, go under
I don't have what it takes
I don't have what it takes
 

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