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Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️








Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality

Blegh

There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie

I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me

A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
 
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Whitesnake-Slide It In :heart::devil::heart::devil::heart::devil::heart:










You talk too much
Never saying what's on your mind
It's written on your face
And in the words you hide behind

I know what you want
I can see what you're looking for
I know what you want from me
And I'm gonna give you more

I'm gonna slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in, slide it in, in baby

Sometimes you seem
Just like a stranger to me
But all the games you play
Make it so easy to see

You're looking for love
Though you try to deny
The things you put me through
Tell me what I've got to do to you

I'm gonna slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in

You talk too much
Always treating me so unkind
I know what I've got to do
To get me some peace of mind

I'm gonna slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in

Slide it in, right to the top
Slide it in, I ain't never gonna stop
Slide it in, right to the top
I'm gonna slide it in, slide it in, slide it in
Slide it in, slide it in

Right to the top, baby
 
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Every School Boys Dream !!! :heart::love::heart::love::heart::love::heart:

Vixen-Edge Of A Broken Heart :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I can't believe I could have been so blind
But love is strange
I thought about it for a long long time
But the truth remains

I don't need another lonely night
To dry my tears
The answer's plain as black and white
And I can see the picture very clear

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I don't wanna fall, I don't wanna crawl
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye

It isn't like you never had the chance
To change your tune
Did you think that I'm a dime a dance
Well, the dance is through

I've been doing things for way too long
Baby, that's over (baby, that's over)
It won't be easy but I gotta be strong
If I wanna cry I don't need your shoulder

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I don't wanna fall, I don't wanna crawl
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye

I'll find someone else
Who's nothing like you
Two can play the game as well
And you'll be sorry, baby
When it's over

I've been doing things for way too long
Baby, that's over (baby, that's over)
It won't be easy but I gotta be strong
And if I wanna cry I don't need your shoulder

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I don't wanna fall, I don't wanna crawl
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye

I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
Don't you wonder why I gotta say goodbye
I've been living on the edge of a broken heart
 
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Devildriver-Through The Depths :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Attention
You're seeking
You've asked for
It's given

Windows, broken hearts
Watching all your restarts
I wanna be around when you go down

Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time

So discretion
Never meant that much to me
So discretion
Your memory I'll delete

The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
Intentions

Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me
For the last time
For the last

You are the storm before the rain
I am the mighty tide
Holding you under the waves
Nothing lasts forever

Intention
Apprehension
You've asked for
It's given

The road to hell
Is paved with good intentions
The road to hell

Through the depths to the ascension
Nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last

Through the depths to the ascension
There's nothing you wouldn't do for my attention
Held to the fire it's not my crime
You've pinned it on me, for the last

The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
The raven calls your name
This life is taken away
Beneath Orion's lights
The galaxies of Gods unite
I wanna be around when you go down
 
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Through The Eyes Of The Dead-Two Inches From The Main Artery :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Two Inches From A Main Artery

Broken glass is the reason she'll remember my face now she is imprisoned in a land not for the weakened heart a land filled with miles of fire and the lamb dine on the priest you can't save her 62 reasons to remember my face this is my idea of beauty laid to rest beneath a blanket of leaves waiting for an angel to come save her from this burning paradise an indelicate display of lacerations across her body this is my idea of beauty you cant' save her
 
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Traitors-Bitter :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!!!!









I bear a grudge against this world
I let it all hold me back
Covered in a stench of ignorance
The constant shame
Has driven me insane
I am Buried deep down,
The world had its way
my sanity decays
i'm fucking back again,
but I never fucking left.
Who?
Take me Deep South,
I'm Bitter and fucking pissed
You're still not getting the point
I was holding it all on the inside
Left alone in my misery
Left behind like I was nothing
Fuck off
I'm done trying to please
My mental state is slowly breaking
There's only hate left in me
Unchained unrestrained
Nothing left to lose
Nothing more to gain
Is it just me
Over and over again
You all said it was all in my head
does the world want me dead
I'm so sick of it
Pulling you down
6 feet underground
Gonna make you drown in my ego trip
I'm gonna make you drown in my ego trip
Steady
Focus on the hate
I've rotted and withered away
Still trapped in my head at night,
Broken out of my cage
Im on the rampage again,
The world is my enemy
No trust
No hope
No faith
No fucks to give ever again
Like it ever mattered
what any of the motherfucking
world has to say anyways
 
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Catch Your Breath-21 Gun Salute :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Watched you leave me here without a sound
Left my life here laying on the ground
The nights we lost to firefights
My white flag
Waving
Just say it's a mistake
Praying I don't waste away
'Cause without you
I'm empty

Yeah, I deserve a 21 gun salute
For giving my life for you
For suffering fatal wounds
On your orders
Waiting for my 21 gun salute
For giving my heart to you
For following through and through
Like a soldier
Yeah, I deserve a 21 gun salute

Put me in your crosshairs, shot me down
Smiled as you watched me bleeding out
The times we tried to make it right
Wasted
You hate me
Just take the pain away
You promised me our love was safe
You broke me
You broke me

Yeah, I deserve a 21 gun salute
For giving my life for you
For suffering fatal wounds
On your orders
Waiting for my 21 gun salute
For giving my heart to you
For following through and through
Like a soldier
Yeah, I deserve a 21 gun salute

Holding hope
Won't let go
Broken soul left to roam
Seeing ghosts
Breathing smoke
These ashes once were a home
Holding hope
Won't let go
Broken soul left to roam
Seeing ghosts
Breathing smoke
These ashes once were a home

Holding hope
Won't let go
Broken soul left to roam
Seeing ghosts
Breathing smoke
These ashes once were a home
Holding hope
Won't let go
Broken soul left to roam
Seeing ghosts
Breathing smoke

Yeah, I deserve a 21 gun salute
For giving my life for you
For suffering fatal wounds
On your orders
Waiting for my 21 gun salute
For giving my heart to you
For following through and through
Like a soldier
Yeah, I deserve a 21 gun salute
 
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Asking Alexandria-Dark Void :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Could have posted before, I can't remember) 😉












One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

If you scratch under the surface, try to find a purpose
I wonder what the dead would find
Trapped inside the prison of my mind, and I'm
Sick of messing up, up, but forget it now
Every time I try to stop, stop I fall apart
Lost deep down, I'm searching for a glimpse of hope
I'm sick of messing up, up but forget it now

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
Just let me be, my savior, please
Help me crawl out the darkness

If you're digging through the dirt to see what you can find inside
Trapped inside the prison of my mind, and I
Try to live in the moment, lost my mind, now I'm broken
Can't escape the darkness that's been dragging me down
Lost deep down, I'm searching for a glimpse of hope

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
Just let me be, my savior, please
Give me hope for the hopeless through the dark void
Void, void, void, void, void, void

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance, one more chance

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me
One more chance to fall asleep inside
This nightmare that's taking every part of me

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
One more chance to fall asleep inside (Just let me be)
This nightmare that's taking every part of me (My savior, please)
One more chance to fall asleep
Inside, this nightmare that's taking every part of me

Believe in me, and set me free
I'll drag these memories through the dark void
 
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Bring Me The Horizon-DArkSide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









"DArkSide"

Sinking under
Think my angels fallen
Safe place, plundered
Bastards kicked the doors in

I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
Three in the morning, I ain't slept all weekend
Six feet in the dirt, still breathing
Don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Something haunts me
Footsteps in the basement
Out of body
But there's no escaping

I picked the stitches, now I can't stop bleeding
Three in the morning, I ain't slept all weekend
Six feet in the dirt, still breathing
Don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Something's in the way
Don't know what I can say
Memories are haunting me
A sickness taking over
So bury me alive
There's nowhere left to hide
And say goodbye
'Cause maybe I
Maybe I will miss me when I'm gone

Hey, I'm begging you to stay
My darkside won today
My heart keeps breaking
Over and over
Hey, don't let me out your sight
Can't trust myself tonight
My heart keeps breaking
Can you talk me off the ledge again?

Can't trust myself tonight
Can't trust myself tonight
Can't trust myself
Can you talk me off t
 
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Suicide Silence: Remember You Must Die :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Album Of The Year !!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍

 
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Ice Nine Kills-Meat & Greet :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








He's in the last cell, stay to the left
Thank you
Don't get close to the glass, and be careful
If he smells your fear he'll eat you alive

Hello Clarice
Nothing's free at this meat and greet
Quid pro quo as we go
Spare me any deceit
Take a seat
A trainee desperate for some information
Skipped poor white trash by one generation
Don't test me (Don't test me)

The silence is circling
Like lambs to a slaughter
This dance never ends
Cut in and savor the consequence

Oh, my darling Agent Starling
These are not just thrill kills
Let my mind help you find
The fiend who fits the Bill
The blood will spill
Contrast his nasty habit
With my refined palette
Then tell me who kills in poor taste
Don't let a good meal go to waste

The silence is circling
Like lambs to a slaughter
This dance never ends
Cut in and savor the consequence
Defiled, starved and skinned
Like many before her
It's happened again
We've all found a flavor we can't resist

The starling spreads her wings
While the evil threads the needle, so it seems
The moth is pulling her strings
Forced to dwell within his hell to stop the screams
One final flight for vanity
I'd fuck me

Put the lotion in the basket
Bid farewell then close the casket
Put the lotion in the basket
Bid farewell then close the casket

The silence is circling
Like lambs to a slaughter
This dance never ends
Cut in and savor the consequence
Defiled, starved and skinned
Like many before her
It's happened again
We've all found a flavor we can't resist

The silence is circling
It's circling
(Cut in and savor the consequence)
We've all found a flavor we can't resist
I'd fuck me
 
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The Anchoret-Until The Sun Illuminates ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️




I
have given up my dreams and freedom
Let all of my fears take the control
No longer riding the light

You
The spiritual guides I've encountered
throughout my life are now silent
Convictions are tested and barely hold

The dreamer/child part of me now feels betrayed
The sanctum's been breached, all the sacred light fades
Once felt like tomorrow now feels far too late
If this is so right why can't I find my way?

Why the waiting, assessing all the ones you've let down?

Give me wings to fly away
Until the sun illuminates

It could be ours tomorrow
For love defines the way
Our time here left is borrowed
The healing starts today

What's done is done
Now we write our obituary
She washes out the invasion
The Creator

Give me wings to fly away
Until the sun illuminates

It could be ours tomorrow
For love defines the way
Our time here left is borrowed
The healing starts today
 
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No Rescue/From Ashes To New-Thriller :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



It's close to midnight
And something evil's lurking in the dark
Under the moonlight
You see a sight that almost stops your heart
You try to scream
But terror takes the sound before you make it
You start to freeze
As horror looks you right between the eyes
You're paralyzed

'Cause this is thriller, thriller night
And no one's gonna save you
From the beast about to strike
You know it's thriller, thriller night
You're fighting for your life inside a killer
Thriller tonight, yeah
Ooh

You hear the door slam
And realize there's nowhere left to run
You feel the cold hand
And wonder if you'll ever see the sun
You close your eyes
And hope that this is just imagination (Girl)
But all the while
You hear a creature creepin' up behind
You're out of time

'Cause this is thriller, thriller night
There ain't no second chance
Against the thing with forty eyes, girl
Thriller (Ooh), thriller night
You're fighting for your life
Inside a killer, thriller tonight

Night creatures call
And the dead start to walk in their masquerade
There's no escaping the jaws of the alien this time
(They're open wide)
This is the end of your life, ooh

They're out to get you
There's demons closing in on every side (Ooh)
They will possess you
Unless you change that number on your dial
Now is the time
For you and I to cuddle close together
All through the night
I'll save you from the terror on the screen
I'll make you see

That this is thriller, thriller night
'Cause I can thrill you more
Than any ghoul would ever dare try
Thriller (Ooh), thriller night
So let me hold you tight
And share a killer, thriller, chiller
Thriller, here tonight
'Cause this is thriller, thriller night
Girl, I can thrill you more
Than any ghoul would ever dare try
Thriller (Ooh), thriller night
So let me hold you tight
And share a killer, thriller (Ow)

I'm gonna thrill you tonight

Darkness falls across the land
The midnight hour is close at hand
Creatures crawl in search of blood
To terrorize y'all's neighborhood
(I'm gonna thrill you tonight)
And whosoever shall be found
Without the soul for getting down
Must stand and face the hounds of hell
And rot inside a corpse's shell

The foulest stench is in the air
The funk of forty thousand years
And grisly ghouls from every tomb
Are closing in to seal your doom
And though you fight to stay alive
Your body starts to shiver
For no mere mortal can resist
The evil of the thriller
 
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Metallica-One :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I know this has been posted before but this is how I feel right now.









I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
 
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Fozzy-Spotlight :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"Spotlight"

(I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Spotlight)

I know you've got a secret
It's buried down below
Deep within the basement
Let it go
Let it go
I know you've got your issues
A homicidal mind
Silence cannot save you
I'm bringing you to light

Every lie you tell I know
Everywhere you go I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays
You know now now now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

Your the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

Slip into the center
Safe in your disguise
From memories dismembered
Away from prying eyes
I'm here with you forever
Like the sweat pooled on your brow
The wound that slowly festers
Eating inside out

Cause every lie you tell I know
Everywhere you go I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays
You know now now now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you
 
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Vader goes so hard it's insane
watain is pretty goated
and I've been super into disembowelment lately wish they would've made more music, if you like this kidna music I'd highly recommend another favorite of mine that's currently kicking ass the almighty gloomlords WORM 🤘
vitriol is stupid heavy and archgoat has always been a favorite of mine!
 
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While She Sleeps-Self Hell :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Let's praise the love inside of us

Self hell!

Can I be enlightened if my thoughts just don't align?
I have imposter syndrome and I'm sensory deprived
I know I'm kind of addicted, but I'll never play that victim on myself
'Cause we all live in self hell

Everybody's got a wound like this
Everybody's got a complex deeper than it
Everybody's got their problems listed
How'd you think I write this? You won't get it
Everybody's got social sickness
Everybody's got so sadistic
Everybody's got toxic interest
I'm no different

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love, let's praise the love
Take it as it comes, there's enough misery for everyone
So sadistic

You don't know my secrets 'cause I'm not a Gemini
I know when it's good it's so good, when it's bad I wanna die
They said, "I'll give you something that will help you bend your mind"
I'm like, "how can I decline?, I ain't no social butterfly"

You're staring at the scapegoat
You're staring at the underdog
You're looking at the change
You're staring at the firing squad
Everybody's got a wound like this
Everybody's got a complex deeper than it
Everybody's got their problems listed
I'm no different

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love, let's praise the love
Take it as it comes, there's enough self hell for everyone

Let's praise the love
Now I wish I could say things differently
To set me apart from other lyricists
Here's a shot in the dark, I said from the start
I don't give a motherfuck about what anybody thinks of me

Never been so surrounded but felt so alone
Never been so named, but I'm still unknown
I've been coughing up blood, in case you didn't know
I don't a fuck what you think of me

Self hell

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love, let's praise the love (praise the love inside of us)

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love 'cause it's all we've got (let's praise the love inside of us)
Take it as it comes, there's enough self hell for everyone (let's praise the love inside of us)

Praise the love
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Slipknot-Snuff :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again

So, if you love me, let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I can't destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light (without your light)
But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So, save your breath, I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

Oh, oh

So, break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul
You never needed any help
You sold me out to save yourself
And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love was punished long ago
If you still care, don't ever let me know
If you still care, don't ever let me know
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Skeletal Remains-Void Of Despair :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Endless formidable void
Lost among the stars
Drifting through the infinite

Intense is the feeling of dread
Days turn into months
Deepened hunger
Desperate

Each one to face starvation
Reduced to frailty
Unhinged hallucinations
Minds devolve as we waste away


The crew once showed reluctance
Devouring our fellow man
So morally abhorrent
This horrid dream will see no end

The fate of one is drawn
We feed 'til all is gone

The last of us living in torment
Confinеd to this frigid hell
Deprived of what madе us human
We cannibalize

Constant are harrowing screams
Echoes of their sanity
Endless
Ominous
Deafening

Murderous mental erosion
We fall to depravity
Claustrophobic nightmare

I've withered to nothingness
Left only to my distress

As I drift through the shadows of moons
Lost in time, I am soon forgotten
Left to perish within my astral prison
Never returning from this void of despair

Alone I face starvation
Reduced to frailty
Unhinged hallucinations
Mind devolved, I waste away

Lost to this fateful mission
Contorted reality
A daunting fatal illusion
Succumb to insanity

The fate of one was drawn
Once fed, now all is gone

Unseal the airlock door
Left to suffer no more
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Alluvial-Death Is But A Door ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️



"Death Is But A Door"

Reload
What a shame to carry on
But a way
To heal you when I'm gone
You've always known

I found a bottle, a holy well to wish in
I'll write this down, but only one condition
You'll take the blame, and say I never told you
Sent them to heaven
Or whomever they belonged to
I'll take the loss, no man is an island
I'll find a hole to curl up and die in

Reload
What a shame to carry on
But a way
To heal you when I'm gone
You've always known

They say beware the fury of the patient
I am their angel, a blessed aberration
I'll take the blame
Don't say you didn't want this
Send me to hell, and I don't give a fuck who does it
I'll take the loss, no man is an island
I'll find a hole to curl up and die in

Reload
What a shame to carry on
But a way
To heal you when I'm gone
You've always known

I'll take the loss, no man is an island
I'll find a h ole to curl up and die in
An empty gun on the floor
To show you time is but a window
And death is but a door
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Asinhell-Desert Of Doom :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: (Damn Autocorrect) !!!!😡





"Desert Of Doom"

Blazing air and poisoning heat
Agony and wild entreat
Bad becoming worse, anguish in the wasteland
Angels, we're on our way
Eternity is just one day
Birds of prey unrest, vultures coming down and they burn

They're burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom

Travesties and terrors grow
Thousandfold the blood-sweat flows
Delusions they return, and fevers start to burn

They're burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom
Fire in my eyes
Desert of doom
Extracting all my life
Desert of doom

Crawling mile by mile
Sandblasting, revile, face the hellfire
Arid will be the end
Hell-bound the heaven-sent, nature's a liar

Disregard how much I pray
Numbness is the only way
Confessing all my sins and tempted by Satan
Illusions playing with my mind
All alone, all is behind
All deserted misery, my brain boils and it's going to burn

It's burning ruby-red
Desert of doom
Burning is the land
Desert of doom
Fire in my eyes
Desert of doom
Extracting all my life
Desert of doom
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Shields-Bury Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





All alone in my head again
Can't even feel my feet as I step off the roof
Seven hells beneath my bed
Nocturnal pollution is eating up my room
Seven hells beneath my bed
Nocturnal pollution is eating up my room
Intertwined in a bird's nest of nightmares
Delicately unraveling myself from the trauma I've found myself in
There is pain sewn into the fibers of my bedsheets
I just can't win
So bury me into the dark 'cause I'll never sleep again
Just bury me so I can't wake, I know that I'll just stay
Miserable
So bury me into the dark 'cause I'll never sleep again
Never sleep again
Just bury me so I can't wake, I know that I'll just stay
Miserable
Nocturnal pollution
My mind falls back into the comfort of delusion
Peel my eyelids open so I can never rest
My neural pathways filled up with fear
Bury me
In the darkness of the martyr
I said bury me
In the darkness of the martyr
Bury me into the dark
All alone in my head again
Can't even feel my feet as I step off the roof
Seven hells beneath my bed
Nocturnal pollution is eating up my room
So bury me into the dark 'cause I'll never sleep again
Never sleep again
Just bury me so I can't wake, I know that I'll just stay
Miserable
Bury me
I won't ever sleep again




 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Harms Way-Silent Wolf :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




"Silent Wolf"

They worship false leaders blindly
A selfless ploy that turns to greed
They induce misinformation
Deny the system that you feed

Watch it all dissipate

Degrade, we're born to decay
Corrupt, they will let you down
With war, a means to profit
Decline, they will let you down

They defraud to favor power
Seductive words that you believe
They coerce for their agenda
A silent wolf that you must be

We watch it fail
Watch it all dissipate

Degrade, we're born to decay
Corrupt, they will let you down
With war, a means to profit
Decline, they will let you down

They let you down
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Project: Vengeance-Cut.Bleed.Repeat. :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Years spent in regret
With a gun to my head
I fucking bitch out on the last breath
Hellbent
I want my revenge
I want the blood on my hands
I will take what's fucking mine

Hell birthed a madman
From the gutter to the grave
Carving my way through the pain
An enslavement
A cycle cut bleed and repeat
Death awakens

Hell is a place where
I'm down on my knees forced to eat what's been given
How informative
The scriptures of shit
Sign your name here while I buttfuck your vision

Years spent cold
With that gun at my head
Wondering why it was me left empty in the end
I want my revenge
The blood on my hands
To feel your neck crack as I break it in half

Fuck

I'm fucking better than you
And I'm proving it too
I've watched my idols, they bleed
And I've watched them die too
Eat shit face first
Eat shit fucking face first

Down in the hole
In the belly below
Squelching, I'm melting my flesh decomposed
Lay there and groan while the flames rape my soul
Cut, bleed and repeat
They've taken away everything
And now I'm left here harvesting the hate
Harvesting the hate
Hate

You will see
I will take everything owed to me
You will see
You will see
I am King
Bow to me
Bow to me
Bow to me
I am King
You will see
I will take everything owed to me
You will see

I am King
I am King
I am King
I am King
I am King
I am King
I am King

Bow to me

Cut. Bleed. Repeat
Cut. Bleed. Repeat
Cut. Bleed. Repeat
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
7,489
Cinderella-Shake Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








All right yea
I met this girl around quarter to ten
We made it once she said "make me again"
She wrapped her love around me all night long
In the mornin' we were still goin' strong

Now let me tell ya it sure feels good
First time I saw that girl I knew it would
Now let me tell ya it sure felt right
No pullin' teeth she didn't want to fight she said

Shake me
All night
She said
Shake me
Shake it don't break it baby
Shake me
All night
She said
All night long
All night long baby

Screamed and scratched and rolled out of the bed
I never really got her out of my head
And now and then she makes those social calls
Gives me a squeeze gets me kickin' the walls

Now let me tell ya it still feels tight
And we were shakin' after every bite
I feel her comin' in the middle of the night
screamin' higher

Shake me
All night
She said
Shake me
Shake it don't break it baby
Shake me
All night
She said
Shake me
ooo yea

All night, keep the fire burnin' cause we're doin' all right
All night, come on and shake it right

Shake me
Shake me
Shake me
Shake me
Shake me
All night
She said
Shake me
Shake it don't break it baby
Shake me
All night
She said
Shake me
ooo yea

Shake me
Shake me
Shake me
Shake me
 

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