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NoPoint2Life
Why is this so hard?
- Aug 31, 2024
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OK, so I can't be a hypocrite and argue much about life in general being pointless because you can see my username. But that's my personal opinion and it doesn't have to be yours. Actually, I can assure you your life in particular is not pointless simply because you actually make me smile every time I see a post from you and know that you're still here. All it takes to know you are a good person is knowing you've positively affected one person and you have positively affected many of us here.Had alright day but still feel like shit. It was an easy day and i have a good life compared to a lot of people. Have relative staying this weekend but once they're gone I hope I'll find guts to end it. It's not just the voices, I can't do any of this. Life is exhausting and empty and pointless
I can also say I feel like that's something I haven't heard you say before. When this thread started, we saw that you felt you needed to ctb but didn't actually want to. Obviously, there are things you still want to do in life.
you are definitely not evil. You can get a bad vibe from people on this forum when it comes to being evil by the things they post. There are no bad vibes from you.
And you said a lot of positive things there. Your day was all right and easy and you realize you have a good life compared to many others. Try to concentrate on those things. It's better than how some of your days have recently been. Maybe this is something you should try to build on.
I think you should reconsider the medicine.
It may take time to kick in, but in that time you can see that nothing bad is happening. And for me, it was actually like a distraction, trying to figure out what was working best. It made me concentrate on a lot of smaller details in my life.
I may be very late to the game on suggesting this, but have you ever tried just blasting music , especially with earbuds so that you won't hear any voices?
I don't know if any of this helps or not. But I'm wishing you hugs and a good nights sleep either way.