ever so lonely
terry joseph williams
- Apr 17, 2022
- 282
merry christmas and happy new year everybody hope you can find some little solace peoples, some much needed peace and blessings to the community
Merry Christmas bro.merry christmas and happy new year everybody hope you can find some little solace peoples, some much needed peace and blessings to the community
Merry Christmas.Christmas is centred around forced optimism which doesn't reflect the cruel and harsh reality of this existence and it completely disregards all of the endless suffering that exists, so to me christmas is something irritating. But it's just another day of me wishing to die anyway.
There is nothing positive about any of this, just having the ability to exist is such a horrific thing to me, and it's strange to say 'happy' new year on this forum as after all it's a forum filled with suicidal people who don't wish to be here. I doubt that such a thing as happiness even really exists in this world. The thought of entering a new year fills me with dread and I hate the fact how I've managed to stay here for yet another year. The only thing close to being 'happy' in any way is the thought of all of this coming to an end.
Just because you do not experience happiness or any other emotion for that matter doesn't mean everyone is the same as you. Most people are happy/content with living, we are in the minority.I doubt that such a thing as happiness even really exists in this world.