drmihilo
desperate
- Jul 30, 2022
- 90
So, I'm going to the mental hospital on Monday... Of my own free will. With the hope that therapy will at least help me not to experience daily pain. Otherwise, if it doesn't help me one bit, I'm committing long-awaited suicide. A kind of wager with reality, I guess. If it gets easier, good, if nothing changes, the road to nothingness is free.
Pretty scary to go there, to be honest. The hope is that the conditions will be humane, and not the way they usually are in my country.
Pretty scary to go there, to be honest. The hope is that the conditions will be humane, and not the way they usually are in my country.