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Venting Memory Replay

snoopyfan22

snoopyfan22

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Mar 26, 2025
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I'm terrified of the 7 minutes before my brain dies. I wish I could ctb with a gun so I wouldn't have to deal with it. I really don't want my memories to replay. I've lived such a pathetic life. It's so cruel of God to make me think of everything I've done wrong in the last moments of my life, even if I might deserve it. This is the main thing I'm dreading about my death. Just thinking about it freaks me out and sends me into a bit of a spiral.
 
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