OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
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So are there any known sources for at least 90% pure N? There are chemical wholesalers in China who appear to supply N on the clearnet. I am aware that it is suspicious in the extreme, but surely someone out there can provide the pure product? I'd take the liquid form, but the shelf-life is not so great.
 
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Fedrea

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May 14, 2020
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With 100% N, I find it almost impossibly unlikely. I had 2 years of nerve damage after 3.6g of phenobarb (+50ishmgs alprazolam), not pento. Coming back from pure pento is incredibly unlikely, so I believe it was not pento, or maybe impure, maybe just a fake altogether.
Blacking out is common with benzos,(barbs too) it feels like death, there is nothingness, but you still breathe and can sometimes do physical movements. Something very unlikely with N. I have a real hard time believing it's genuine (also there are reports that n from c was only 67% pure when tested, who knows what it is now)

I really don't think it's safe to do so. Sorry.
This is very bad news, that this source is not reliable. Anyone who is reading the thread and who had N from C tested, please chip in with the results and the lab where you had it tested if possible

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the user says

"it was N because i was tested and thats what showed up in me they tested for everything every drug i have rhe paperwork for it"

I think that suggests N of insufficient purity
 
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georgianpie

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Apr 1, 2020
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I find it extremely unlikely that it is an exit scam. A week ago or so a member tried to purchase N, and C informed them he's out of stock, and to get back in touch in a couple of weeks. This would make no sense if he was exit scamming.

And low purity N also seems suspicious. C knows, as we do, that he rides on his reputation, and if he cuts it too much the word will spread. At the same time, if we are to believe the account of what happened, it seems like the most likely option. I don't know how much that matters, but I'm 2,5 times the OP's weight, so this is concerning for me too.

When it comes to testing, I am ready to send my sample (obtained slightly more than a week ago through C's website). Can anyone recommend a lab to test it? WEDINOS seems not to accept pentobarbital. I found the International Energy Control in Spain - they seem reliable enough, but testing might take up to 21 days (plus delivery time). As I was planning to take N the week after the next one at the latest, I'd prefer something quicker if it exists. I'm based in the EU.
 
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Avvie

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Jul 23, 2020
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Rikamonie's testimony suggests that she would still have gone if she hadn't been found. Five hours is worrying and suggests that N from C is a long way from pure but, given the aftermath in Rikamonie's case, it seems that it would still have done the job eventually.

Too many questions and uncertainties.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
If anybody can answer some questions about Electrum Wallet for me please PM
 
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astro

recovery gang
Dec 19, 2019
89
Does anybody know more about this seller? EM is down unfortunately. He is not on WHM. Hmm..
Why are you saying that he isn't on WHM? Someone claimed the opposite just a few days ago in this same thread.
 
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Global Mod
Sep 18, 2018
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i know a couple others have already asked this but has anyone had any personal experiences or inquired about getting it shipped to Canada?

i've known members from both a year or two ago from Canada that had to reorder and spend more because it was seized the first time. wondering if anyone has heard differently with C and Canada shipping.

thankss in advance.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
Well I give up. I bought some Bitcoin, downloaded Electrum Wallet and tried to send a tiny amount over to it and it just vanished into thin air. Im just too stupid with tech to do it. It's gonna have to be SN for me.
 
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FewerMoats

Member
Sep 1, 2020
43
Well I give up. I bought some Bitcoin, downloaded Electrum Wallet and tried to send a tiny amount over to it and it just vanished into thin air. Im just too stupid with tech to do it. It's gonna have to be SN for me.
Yep. Someone else said "if you're motivated you'll figure it out", but I know my limitations, and I'm terrible with computer shit. I'm in the US and it's easy to get SN so I think that's my route as well.
 
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Aug 6, 2020
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For anyone considering buying from C, take a cold, hard look at this thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/whats-happening-with-c.47597/
 
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Sep 14, 2020
97
Hey guys, been lurking here since last month. Wanted to find methods that is painless and will put me to sleep peacefully. Thankfully I found this thread. I've searched around WHM and unfortunately they require PGP keys or something to even message and buy something there. Any tips or ideas you can send my way to set up my account or PGP keys? Really need this stuff. At least I have a peaceful exit out. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.
 
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Deleted member 94

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Mar 24, 2018
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Hey guys, been lurking here since last month. Wanted to find methods that is painless and will put me to sleep peacefully. Thankfully I found this thread. I've searched around WHM and unfortunately they require PGP keys or something to even message and buy something there. Any tips or ideas you can send my way to set up my account or PGP keys? Really need this stuff. At least I have a peaceful exit out. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.
Try looking for it on YouTube or search the internet for the dark net Bible.
 
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Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
I don't know much about Bitcoin either but have you already checked out this guide:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/
 
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Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
Most tutorials are for Tails tho.
Look for a copy of darknet Bible and how to use PGP on YouTube. The darknet Bible should have everything from tor to tails and bitcoin. Just to let you know there are doubts regarding effectiveness of c product. I read someone survived.
 
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Life_is_comedy

Member
Sep 14, 2020
97
Look for a copy of darknet Bible and how to use PGP on YouTube. The darknet Bible should have everything from tor to tails and bitcoin. Just to let you know there are doubts regarding effectiveness of c product. I read someone survived.
Yeah, saw that post. It really doesn't matter to me, no one gives a damn about it me anyway. I doubt someone will find me on time. I'd probably be dead in my room for weeks on end before someone notices I'm missing.
I don't know much about Bitcoin either but have you already checked out this guide:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/
Isn't EM already down? Don't know if dark.fail can be trusted but it seems they ran off with users' money. WHM uses Moreno, which is totally anonymous and doesn't have to do all those complex steps to make you anonymous with your transactions.
 
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Mar 24, 2018
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Yeah, saw that post. It really doesn't matter to me, no one gives a damn about it me anyway. I doubt someone will find me on time. I'd probably be dead in my room for weeks on end before someone notices I'm missing.
I'm really sorry to hear that, the thought of that is very depressing indeed. But I can relate the only person who gave a dam about me passed away in August 2017 and that was my mum.
 
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I'm really sorry to hear that, the thought of that is very depressing indeed. But I can relate the only person who gave a dam about me passed away in August 2017 and that was my mum.
You're lucky, at least you had family who gave a damn about you. Me on the other hand, I really have no one left. It's pretty ironic that I live in a city full of people and yet I have no one in my life. But enough about my self-pity, that N will solve all my problems.
 
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OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Anyone know if the Exit forum has any new information on sources?
 
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Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
You're lucky, at least you had family who gave a damn about you. Me on the other hand, I really have no one left. It's pretty ironic that I live in a city full of people and yet I have no one in my life. But enough about my self-pity, that N will solve all my problems.
Not family, only mum, my dad wants me dead, my siblings could care less, only the kids to whom I'm beloved uncle see me as not worthless, only the young ones though. I pray you get what you are searching for.
 
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Life_is_comedy

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Not family, only mum, my dad wants me dead, my siblings could care less, only the kids to whom I'm beloved uncle see me as not worthless, only the young ones though. I pray you get what you are searching for.
Sorry that you had to go through this. I know our stories are just a copy-paste of many others in the world but I want to give you a hug if I actually can.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Yeah, saw that post. It really doesn't matter to me, no one gives a damn about it me anyway. I doubt someone will find me on time. I'd probably be dead in my room for weeks on end before someone notices I'm missing.

Isn't EM already down? Don't know if dark.fail can be trusted but it seems they ran off with users' money. WHM uses Moreno, which is totally anonymous and doesn't have to do all those complex steps to make you anonymous with your transactions.

EM is down they Exit scammed. dark.fail has potentially been corrupted. that is only what i have read on here.

I read somewhere using onion.live to find sites is a good way.again just what i have seen members post.

I'm crap with the whole dark web think though, do don't just got off what i say!!!

WHM you use monero and it has the escrow system, so you know you are going to receive something at least!!
 
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Deleted member 94

Wizard
Mar 24, 2018
696
Sorry that you had to go through this. I know our stories are just a copy-paste of many others in the world but I want to give you a hug if I actually can.

You will find most if not all of us on this site as travellers of the same ship. In more ways than one.
 
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Life_is_comedy

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Sep 14, 2020
97
You will find most if not all of us on this site as travellers of the same ship. In more ways than one.
I don't know why many people all around the world are suffering like this but seems like a social disease more than anything. Must have something to do with our system or something.
 
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I don't know why many people all around the world are suffering like this but seems like a social disease more than anything. Must have something to do with our system or something.
If we knew why we would have the cure, because we can solve it. But this is an incurable condition as of know and death cures all conditions so we see death as the cure. Some people do recover others like me are lost and broken beyond repair. Look at dandan on the recovery forum he broke free with testarone and dianebol.
 
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Life_is_comedy

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If we knew why we would have the cure, because we can solve it. But this is an incurable condition as of know and death cures all conditions so we see death as the cure.
I'm not really talking about medicinal cures or anything, just that our current society has made us more isolated and aimless in our lives. I don't think this can be cured by any medicine or the sham of the billion dollar pharmaceutical industry where they pump out drugs with the help of the so-called "experts" (psychiatrists and psychologists, etc) to give it out to us in order to enrich their own pockets. I'm talking about the human condition, the need to be loved, to have support systems like friends and family, etc. Feels like our current system has made people suicidal and the rise of suicide in the world (not just in the west and in East Asian countries like South Korea, Japan, China, etc.) is a modern phenomenon.

This is a truly social disease and I believe our modern society and systems have something to do with this. Modern society might have all this material prosperity, wealth and technology but it seems it has taken a step back in terms of ethics, morality and allowing communities to self-regulate.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Look at dandan on the recovery forum he broke free with testarone and dianebol.

that won't go well, speaking from somebody who suffers from Low testosterone from years of steroid abuse! I promise everyone low T is not a nice condition at all and part of the reason i ended up here!
 
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Life_is_comedy

Member
Sep 14, 2020
97
Hey guys, how long does C usually respond to your messages? Just got to sending him a message. Do you message him with an encrypted message or do you directly talk to him without having to go through all that PGP crap?