Cherry_BB
I need someone to push me over the edge
- Jul 6, 2023
- 32
I hate my meds. They ,make my chest burn like hell, I'm nervous all the time, but hey. I don't wanna kms ALL the time, so it's better right? Idk if I'm just having an episode rn or smth but I'm scared. I'm scared of wasting my life even though I don't even want to be here. I don't know why I feel this way and it's bothering me. I just rot all day in bed with the exception of the 30 minute motivation boost my meds give me. (painful adrenaline rush causing a need to be productive)