Venting Maybe I'm just meant to die

[SanguineShark]

Looking at WHO statistics, every 40 seconds a person dies from suicide.. I've been having mental health struggles since I was a young teen, maybe I'm just one of those people destined to die from suicide? Looking at my life, I have nothing good or hopeful going on, I'm worthless and doing nothing with my life at all. I don't see a way out of this, I'm trying with psychiatrists and psychologists, but it won't fix me. It's trying to force me onto a different path of life, I do believe there are people who can get out of depression and heal and live a good life, but I do not believe I am one of them. I'm just one of the people who wanted to die for over 7 years now and still hasn't done it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered for such a long time, it must be tiring being trapped in that situation but anyway best wishes.

 

[sserafim]

Looking at WHO statistics, every 40 seconds a person dies from suicide.. I've been having mental health struggles since I was a young teen, maybe I'm just one of those people destined to die from suicide? Looking at my life, I have nothing good or hopeful going on, I'm worthless and doing nothing with my life at all. I don't see a way out of this, I'm trying with psychiatrists and psychologists, but it won't fix me. It's trying to force me onto a different path of life, I do believe there are people who can get out of depression and heal and live a good life, but I do not believe I am one of them. I'm just one of the people who wanted to die for over 7 years now and still hasn't done it.

Yeah same, I think I'm destined for suicide as well. I also have mental health issues as well as neurodivergence. I think my fate is just to die by my own hand. I don't think my problems can be resolved. My autism/Asperger's and adhd will never go away and they contributed to my anxiety and depression, and they're making my life miserable. I think that some people like me just weren't meant to live in this world.

I'm sorry that you're suffering from depression as well and I hope it gets easier for you. Depression is like a dark cloud hanging over me, but there was never a chance of the cloud going away anyways.

 

[SanguineShark]

Yeah same, I think I'm destined for suicide as well. I also have mental health issues as well as neurodivergence. I think my fate is just to die by my own hand. I don't think my problems can be resolved. My autism/Asperger's and adhd will never go away and they contributed to my anxiety and depression, and they're making my life miserable. I think that some people like me just weren't meant to live in this world.

I'm sorry that you're suffering from depression as well and I hope it gets easier for you. Depression is like a dark cloud hanging over me, but there was never a chance of the cloud going away anyways.

I can relate as I have autism, adhd, anxiety and depression too :<
I think it's also from where I come, my family broke me and traumatized me when I was young, so it's like, meant to be I guess
I hope your life gets better too

It sounds like you've suffered for such a long time, it must be tiring being trapped in that situation but anyway best wishes.

Yeah, I have. It never stops either.. it's just a brief period of better time and then I'm back again, extremely suicidal